Sunday, June 14, 2009
2:47 AM
Hey Double-face you made us crumble.
I don't know why and I don't know how, but I won't let it stay this way.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
11:39 PM
I know sometimes its gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now cause I can't sleep through the pain
Distance. Distancing. Distanced. Distant.
How far can it get?
Even though everything else in my life seems to suck at the moment. I'm glad I have you.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
11:45 PM
The miles just keep rolling
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
Sometimes we just wish we could throw away all that's at the back of our minds and run off to some faraway land to build sandcastles in the air, decipher shapes out of weird looking clouds and have the time of our lives.
Face it. It would never happen in reality. Problems keep surfacing, even when you're at your peak. You stumble, slip and then fall. Even though we climb back up again, what's become of us? We stand, yes we do, but we're wounded, and scarred.
So, what exactly is the best of both worlds? Is there even such a thing?
I guess not. Time and time again I've been proven wrong. Sacrifices have to be made. I tell myself "next time", "another day", but there will always be a next time, and for some cases there might not.
I feel so distant. Each and every time I view the photos and hear about how happy everyone was, playing, celebrating, simply having fun. All I can do is laugh along and try to imagine what happened.
And how I wish I was there.
Someday I'll just be another somebody. Someday.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
12:44 AM
Like the clouds you
Drift me away, far away
And like the sun you
Brighten my day, you brighten my day
Loads of updating to do. This is the longest I've ever left my blog stagnant in eons man. I doubt anyone comes here now :/
Have been good lately (: With friends and all. The only group of people I have been losing touch with is the people from WS. Really miss those guys, and training times. Wanted to go for training today and then I received an sms saying it was a public holiday so NO TRAINING. Nvm, in the end I brought my sister to PS to shop (I swear I've never walked that much in ages both of us were on the verge of fainting)
Well at night I attended my Dad's cousin's daughter's (in short, distant relative's) wedding. Guess who I met! Of all people, I met Mrs Huang there and chatted with her during the cocktail reception, and coincidently, we were at the same table! For those who were in St Nick's since primary school, you would most probably know who I'm talking about, she was our Principal until we were in Pri 3. Yeah and throughout we were talking abt St Nick's and all. She's REALLY cute! Same pattern as Mrs Goh :P
Yup okay let's backtrack! Jacky's birthday celebration at Shenn's house! Potluck cum STEAMBOAT dinner. I swear there was ALOT of food.
Jiaxin the deco i/c!
We started the steamboat, and did unglam stuff...
Like copying this:
Unglam x20494670341 please
Not bad right! Look quite alike :P
Damien came finally(!), after two rounds of dinner before that..
But he was still one of the last SURVIVORs, together with Bryant Chiang!
LOL but he went to laosai after that!
Yeah and this is the photographer of the night, trying to catch unglam shots of everyone.
With the Birthday Boy!
Then I started to draw on my balloon (:
And everyone else followed! (:
After that we went us to have our K session at Shenn's box! They're really a cute bunch of people (: Tonning tmrw at Jacky's to have overnight movie marathon again! Yaye! But I think I'll be the first to KO. My ability to stay up has been diminishing.
Ceci's birthday celebration at Caramel and then to Swensens! Close to full attendance. Esti was preparing for her Drama Night. Oh well, as usual, laughed until I've gain slightly more stomach muscles as we revisited the past and laughed at Laopa's english. It's horrible I swear. I can't believe Esti made her in charge of the scrap book! LOL but nvm la, we had loads of fun!
The birthday girl!
7/8 almost full attendance (:
Heh last but not least, I couldn't have missed out this very important person in my life (:
During dinner on our first month
Want some? (:
He said the star looked like Carl's Jr. I think he was thinking of more food even when he just had dinner. What a pig! Heh I think I'm gonna get killed for this :P
Some UFO light
On the flyer (:
Rahhhh okay apart from all that fun, Anges has switched to study mode. I've finally gotten my FIRST EVER A for Physics! With a little help :P Sad thing is Mr Lai's leaving! But I'm gonna join his tuition group. So sad. All our teachers abandoning us ):
Okay I think I wanna go sleep now. Hope I can manage time better. And start going for training again :/
Saturday, March 28, 2009
10:23 AM
Can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my Pokerface
Haven't been updating for sucha long time omg. But yeah was busy with sports day and the overnight camp before that and Anges HAS BEEN STUDYING. I am dead serious.
Passed my second physics test (of the year and of my whole entire JC life) and improved by, 1 mark. Don't know if I should feel disappointed cos I did study quite alot for this paper.. Haven't exactly seen it yet but I'm clinging onto the hope of error-carried-forward marks. Yeah quite loser I must say :P
Went for Yishun training yesterday (at long last) and I'm beginning to feel the effects of not turning up for training for sucha long time. Going for TPY training tonight as well. Hope there won't be serious aching man.
By the way, I'm staying at Shenn's house for 10 days and it's been the 6th day today. My house toilets are under renovation and the initial plan was to go to my relative's house to bathe. But that plan's not feasible since its really not on the way and I stay in school till quite late at night. Oh well so here I am, really have to thank her for taking me in man! Now I don't have to wake up so early in the morning as well, I'm afraid I can't revert back man. Anyway that girl bought me Auntie Anne's pretzel for breakfast! Yaye love her ttm!
Yup and she's starting work at Streetwave this Sunday! Yay can't wait :D
Alright I think I'd better get dressed up to head to school for the filming of SCDC vid. In the meantime, I hope this blog doesn't turn stagnant :X
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
9:36 PM
There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean,
We're all in tears from a world that's broken
Together we cry
There comes a time when every bird has to fly
At some point every rose has to die
Feeling damn sucky now. I hate people to poke into my business and tell me what to do. I don't owe anyone any explanation and I'm not obliged to report my matters to anyone. I know what I'm doing and I don't think anyone knows better. If you think I'm giving excuses to not turn up and accuse me of slacking off somewhere else please keep your thoughts to yourself. Plus I did not give up.
And I hate/irk/detest comparison. The people and the circumstances are different in everything we do. It's unfair to compare. So don't.
On a lighter note, I passed my Physics for the very first time in my entire JC life. Not a very great accomplishment since everyone said it was easy. But nevertheless a step closer to the ultimate goal. Press on, Anges!
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
10:03 PM
This is the last of illusions
This is the final trace of innocence
If I'm caught in the middle
I know it will be the end of me
School's been sucky after orientation. Although I refuse to admit it. The class is different. We no longer do things together.
This morning a tutor mentioned that if anyone fails the next test he's gonna call up our parents and ask why we're so busy and whether we are working outside. And honestly I knew that he was directing that at me.
And I feel loserish all over again.
Talked to Ong Jie Jun Jacky today. He gave me an analogy of a filter funnel, which I found quite apt. He taught me to "energize" as well, and it's really quite effective.
So many things I don't wish to forsake. So little time.
So, where do I go from here?
