Monday, May 13, 2013
1:55 PM
12 May 2013
The day that I didn't even have enough money to buy a canned drink for myself.
Wallet: $0.80
Bank account: $0.42
I will multiply this amount to no end. Some day. Watch me.
Word 
Cherish yourself enough to walk away.
Once you let yourself care too much, you're bound to get hurt. I crossed that line, my mistake.
According to you
It sure took me long to realise this, but I'll remember it forever. There's no end to pleasing anyone, so just do what makes you happy. It might sound cliche or I might have subconsciously ripped it off from Twitter or something, but its true. Sometimes, that's when you truly discover who your real friends really are.
Feeling blessed that I have a handful of friends that are there for me unconditionally. Really wonder how many of these friendships will last. But right now, I'm really lucky that I have these people in my life.
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Sometimes I can't help but feel sorry for myself, envy others about how fortunate they are, how they can own a car, drive everybody around and have a never-ending supply of money to spend. And I wished I was like that too. I want to travel, I want to see the world, I want to dress up, I want to have flawless skin, I want to have good food without any worries, I want to take up lessons of all kinds. I want to sing. I want to learn new skills apart from the useless things I learn from textbooks. I want to give my parents a good life. To be honest, I don't want this degree. What's the point of slogging so hard just to be caught up in this paper chase. It's a sad life. I don't want my future child to live and grow in this environment.
But I will not back down. Our lives shall improve. I will fight. I will achieve.
Watch me (:
Those days are gone, now they're memories on the wall
I hear the sounds of the places where I was born
Feeling unfit like mad :/ Been eating so much this CNY period but I'm so glad to have my family and friends around me.. So many gatherings recently I'm out of breath! Haven't gotten a chance to meet up with the sluts though. Although I did meet each of them individually. Miss them so much already :(
Finally received the best piece of news for the month tonight. Okay I had some problems with the UOL portal. I actually paid for my registration all but they reset my account I think? So they couldn't trace a single transaction or whether I did actually register at all. Thank god they checked after I screenshot and sent them the email as proof of my registration.. And so now I can finally register for my exams and make payment. Mind you, all these had to be done in January. I think I've sent 20 over emails to them regarding this issue. And they just ignore me when I kept telling them I have already registered and paid. Phew.. At least it's over for now. I sure hope nothing like this happens again next year.
Anw today was a fruitful day. I actually woke up at 7am religiously to go for a morning jog with Jamine. Applause please? Anyone who knows me would know that I absolutely detest running. Then we did some core exercise and I'm already aching now. How weak is that? :/
After that I rushed home to shower and out again for class.. Then after class met up with Lf, Rachelle and her friend to go study. Productive right?!
After a few hours I headed off to have dinner with SZ people. We were soooo friggin full we totally over ordered can?? Haha Mr Kwa over estimated our stomach capacities. Then we went up to the Kwa's residence to play with the kiddos. Aragorn says the funniest things, "I'm gonna elinimate (sic) you! I'm gonna destroy you!" Watch too much cartoons already lah.
I love busy days like this! Tmr's gonna be another hectic day. Oh well! I need to train!!!!!!! Find me my motivation tyvm!
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Hearts all over the world tonight
Spent my vday in the most cui state I can ever be in. Sick with sore throat + stomach cramps etc. Couldn't enjoy it fully (I'm not saying I didn't), and I think Dom also had quite a hard time cos he had a headache. Not the best day to celebrate huh lol! Oh well but I enjoyed it and I'm really thankful that he's there every step of the way (:
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Okay now that vday is over.. Let me give my 2 cents worth about vday and what I cannot stand the most.
For one, I fucking can not stand people who say things like "If you are truly in love, every day can be valentine's day." I mean if you're an advocate of that, good for you lah. But don't go around undermining people's love for each other just because they choose to celebrate valentine's day.
My POV? Vday is a day where you can openly express your love for your partner by showering gifts and letters and whatnot. I mean it's not every day you can randomly write a 1000 word letter and give it to your partner or buy a huge bouquet of roses or a huge bunch of balloons (you know what I'm tryna say) Now I'm not saying you can't but that is just weird. Not unless it's her birthday/ anniversary/ your proposal etc. So tell me, is every day like valentine's day? I think not.
Then again, if your partner really EXPECTS you to shower her with all those materialistic stuff, then she might just be the problem. Gifts should come by as a bonus. The company is what truly matters isn't it? Aww sounds so self-righteous here. But every damn word is true.
One more thing that I really cannot tolerate, is that when people go all wallowing in self pity because they are single and have no one to spend the day with. You're not a loser for being single. You're a loser for choosing to behave like it's the end of the world. Unless you just broke up with your partner then that one no one can help you luh. Enough with the forever alone thing for once.. "You don't have a date on Valentine's day? Well some people don't have a father on fathers' day or a mother on mothers' day so STFU."
Ya so anyway not hating on anyone in particular, just some stuff that I've observed. Anyway no one is gonna read this right lol.