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2012-02-27T20:32:00.004+08:00

HELLO WORLD! I'm home early today! Wheeee! It's been 1 week + since I started work and I can safely say that I'm adapting quite well there? (: I'm in a team of 6 girls, one of which will only be back in April. Time passes quite fast everyday cos the work assigned to me is actually quite time consuming but fun at the same time so it's basically quite a good job.. Just that someone has been getting

2012-02-16T15:34:00.003+08:00

Fact & FictionTryna battle my sleepiness cos I don't wanna nap now and end up being unable to sleep later on at night. Starting work tmrw finally! Just took my TP this morning and.. I FAILED. Nervousness really kills can! At the first station in the circuit I made a damn stupid mistake and I knew I was done for. How could I freaking forget to change back to gear 1 at the slope!!!!! -strangles

2012-02-10T04:36:00.001+08:00

I dare you to move I dare you to move Like today never happened Today never happened before Rawr. Tryna get to sleep but it's so friggin warm? Gotta wake up at 10.30am tmr for driving at 12pm omg someone knock me out now! Okay but since I can't sleep, shall cough out an update. Met up with 3/8 + 1 (Chimichurri) of 8sters to make Yiling's birthday card at Clementi since I'm so nice to travel

2012-02-09T02:02:00.003+08:00

DrowningWas looking through old photos of mine on Facebook, and I was wondering: How the hell did I stand looking at myself last time when I was so fat!?? What the hell I feel like !"$%^*($~@ wanna hide myself and erase that image of myself from the minds of people who knew me then.. (What a long sentence) Was telling Shenn about it and she was like "What about me?!" and I told her "Okay but good

Nobody's Home

2012-02-08T03:34:00.001+08:00

Nobody's Home Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place.

2012-01-18T00:30:00.004+08:00

You shoot me down, but I won't fallFriends who know me personally would know that I dream, ALOT. I think most people do actually, just that they don't remember them. For me, what I like to do is to record my dreams down immediately when I wake up, cos when I don't I have a tendency to forget it later in the day. But usually what seems so real and logical in the dream would seem silly and

2012-01-07T01:18:00.003+08:00

I guess different people have different priorities in life. The main reason I joined initially, was because it was something new. The reason I stayed, was friends. It was then, it will always be. I miss all the 五秒..., 排行榜 etc. I'd do 30 by 100 willingly if I had all your company. It's just disappointing.

2011-12-31T16:04:00.002+08:00

In 2011, I became smarter HAHA kidding! Okay to sum it all up, I spent alot more time with different people whom are dear to me.. I grew up (not old), partied more and partied harder, trained more and shed some weight, became more contented and began to appreciate more. Definitely had a few downs as well but all's good! In 2012, I won't and I don't want to make any new year's resolution that I'd

2011-11-13T01:07:00.001+08:00

1. My favorite superhero is batman 2. I don't eat pastries and sweet snacks like butter cookies 3. The body part that I'm most unsatisfied with is and always will be my ankles. 4. I'm secretly obsessed with the thought that I have a talent in writing my own songs but haven't done anything substantial to date 5. I would walk in the rain anytime anywhere if it doesn't make my hair unsightly 6. I

Blogger for itouch/ iphone

2011-11-10T02:55:00.001+08:00

Blogger for itouch/ iphone Omg sooooo happy they finally have this app! Actually I have no idea why I cannot just blog when I'm online, which is most of the time anyway. How lazy can I get lolol! Okayyy the boy's gonna call me now and talk me to sleep! Happy girl today ^^

2011-11-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

More often than not, we're all doing what we're supposed to do, rather than what we want to do. I'm not saying it's wrong. Who's to decide for others what's right or wrong anyway? Bring it.

2011-10-24T00:14:00.006+08:00

B-Bring the boys outSNSD's finally back! So happy whenever I see their performance, their style and the genre of music is soooo totally my kind of thing! :DBeen re-watching loads of Disney at home on Funshion, classics, HSM (Ikr, don't judge please :P) And re-discovered things that I didn't notice when I watched those as a kid. New found love for this song: What I love most about rivers is:You

2011-09-01T22:51:00.003+08:00

And all that counts is here and now My universe will never be the same I'm glad you came TEAM WS Still Water NationalsTeam WS brought home 23 bronze medals lol :D Sentosa with the boy <3 - I've started work at UOB in TPY Hub for about a week now and I'm so glad I've met this wonderful bunch of people. The whole thing was like so sudden cos last Tuesday I received a call to go to UOB Alexandra

2011-08-22T00:38:00.003+08:00

Never cried so fucking hard in my whole entire life. My head hurts, my jaw's numb. I've never seen myself like this before. It can make or break you; love.

2011-08-15T01:07:00.004+08:00

Suddenly So Dom and I went to catch the fireworks on National Day and it was well worth it! Okay initially it was super frustrating, albeit there wasn't THAT much of a crowd where we were (chose to get to The Fullerton via Raffles Place - luckily for us that was a smart move) but there were still barricades all over and to get to Starbucks and Overeasy, you still had to pass through this little

2011-08-06T02:29:00.005+08:00

Look I've bought your favourite ice cream,I don't wanna see it melt awayI've seen and been through a hell lot these past few weeks, and I never wanna go through it ever again. Feeling sorry for my Dad. Guess no one feels worse than him. I don't know why I'm feeling this way when I'm already alot more fortunate than many others out there. Tell me again the reason to be optimistic about life. Hope

2011-07-23T01:53:00.003+08:00

Relapse. I'm indulging in self-pity and feeling sorry for myself yet again. I guess there's really nothing that I can do well.Nobody really understands.1. My arm hurts. It's been hurting for about 3 weeks. Nobody's taking it seriously, just brushing it off. It hurts, when I bend it inwards all the way, when I lift heavy stuff, even when I straighten it or when I lift my hand to touch my face. But

2011-07-18T01:39:00.004+08:00

Time together is just never quite enoughThe problem with me, is that I give up on myself too easily all the time. Went for beach today, but I don't feel accomplished as I should, albeit the injuries and aches I sustained. Not strong mentally, at all. Feeling fat again. Been eating too much recently. Must make it a point to go for all 4 trgs this week. Must. Cannot be lazy Anges!Need to renew my

2011-06-03T02:52:00.004+08:00

I don't know what made me go back to reading my old blog posts.. All I know is, I felt so lousy after reading them. Wounds heal, but scars never fade. How true. Started to recall everything after that. Argh, go sleep okay? You'll be fine tmr.

2011-05-23T01:44:00.005+08:00

This night is sparkling, don't you let it goI'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way homeI'll spend forever wondering if you knowI was enchanted to meet youWeekend consisted of the boy's 25k marathon, chilli crab at Jumbo on Saturday, beach training, meetup with the boy and his jc classmates and POTC on Sunday. Tired and happy (:Back to work tmrw and I'll be doing my LIC presentation at night :/ I

2011-05-16T02:26:00.002+08:00

I can't take it take it take no moreNever felt like felt like this beforeHaven't been blogging much lately due to the fact that my life is uninteresting like that. Life's pretty much been revolving around work, the LIC, training, and my new addiction which I really think I should kick :X Srsly, was damn wasted last night :/Few single pictures I took these few days.Noms at Ikea. Must-orders:

2011-05-05T01:18:00.002+08:00

Hot and dangerousIf you're one of us, then roll with usoO never thought I would be interested in GE or anything that has to do with politics, but this year's GE is too hyped to not give a damn right? (: So happening luh! Although I resent those vans with the loudhailers from the various parties. Lemme sleep abit more lah, then I ask my Mom to vote for you. LOL I'm kidding. Not so shallow okay :

2011-04-27T00:05:00.004+08:00

Don't hate me cause I'm beautifulI'm back! From a week's hiatus cos I was super friggin busy. Many things to blog about so I shall compensate (myself, obviously cos hardly anyone reads this space anymore) with a longer entry today.Impromptu decision to go to Zirca to finish up our Belvedere after taking BM test on Thursday. Mad rush to wash up and make up and head out. In the end I was waiting

2011-04-18T01:56:00.005+08:00

Okay so I found a way to blog with my itouch yay! But a tad troublesome cos have to type all the codes as well.. But I have the luxury of blogging while on my bed hehe.So it was Jim's housewarming party on the 16th! Met up with WS people! Was the first to reach with Enid and XY. Two idiots made me run after them like mad! So they think they NUS biathlon one can hao lian to me run very fast lah!

2011-04-16T02:56:00.003+08:00

Oh everytime I close my eyes, I see my name in shining lights. A different city every night oh I, I swear, the world better prepare, for another billionaire Okay super angsty tonight cos SAF ruined my breakfast plans with Dom. Argh thanks, alot. Was looking forward to eating some scrambled eggs or bagel with some bacon or sausage or sth like what an breakfast would seem like. Why american

2011-04-15T01:26:00.005+08:00

All my life I've been good, but now,Whoaaaaaa "What the hell!"This is Dream! And my pretty stripey bedsheet and pillowcase! ;)Okay why the random picture of Dream? It's because when I was on the phone with Dom, talking about Wabbit (which is the rabbit I previously talked about), we came to a sudden realisation that Dream is also a rabbit! Talk about S-L-O-W! Omg so diu lian. Okay and I just

2011-04-13T14:01:00.005+08:00

So, I forgot about my driving lesson scheduled to be at 9.30am today. And I got woken up by a phone call from my driving instructor. Guilty much! Hope he doesn't kill me the next time he sees me :SYeah so I headed early to the office to camp for HH's launch at 1pm. Their new carting system is bloody efficient and fast? So much so that the high waist shorts I wanted got sold out within 1 minute or

2011-04-11T13:56:00.006+08:00

This describes me so well of who I was in the past. But no lah I don't do it anymore LOLOL!

2011-04-11T01:15:00.006+08:00

Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Okay so freaking tired. Slept at 3.30am in the morning and woke up at 7 plus for beach trg. There are others like Eddy who are more hardcore, go play mj until 6am then still go for trg. Crazy! Zzz got knocked damn bloody hard by the surfboard on my face

2011-04-10T01:32:00.007+08:00

I'm on the right track baby I was born this way Back from Kimchilove Yiling's dance concert! She's so smexy on stage eh!!! Mel was in one of her performances also! Awesome show put up! Worth taking the bus ride around NTU and being stranded at some random bus stop with the heavy downpour and missing our dinner luh hahaha! Cute little girl that Siowyu kept saying was slow. So idiot right. She

2011-04-05T15:54:00.001+08:00

2011-04-04T17:46:00.002+08:00

Yay revamped my blog! Gonna remove all the links at the side. Quite an eyesore huh. And Imma go find a nice Facebook widget first before linking up. The profile badge is so ugly can! Promise to continue tonight! Then I'll have motivation to blog regularly (:Okay gonna head down to my 3rd driving lesson now! Mad excited! :D

2011-04-01T16:22:00.006+08:00

Shall attempt to revive my blog!Finally having the time to do the things I want, now that I've submitted my portfolio to NTU. Wish me luck okay everybody! Ahhh I want the Marc by Marc Jacobs Turnlock Katie Acrylic Bracelet! But it's like > $100 and I totally don't have the luxury to afford that now :/ Someone, anyone, remember it and buy it for me for my birthday okay. Blows you loads of virtual

2010-05-17T01:12:00.003+08:00

Everything happens for a reason,Have been neglecting my blog again! Oh no this is bad. Have been busy and all but I will ensure that I'll make it a point to update once in awhile. Not like anyone is reading it luh but it's like for me to remember stuff cos I don't have a diary..Mentally and physically exhausted. Dom came out on Friday, but not the way I expected him to. Cos he was injured and

2010-05-11T21:47:00.003+08:00

Never felt so miserable. & I thought I was getting better. Missing you sucks. Every bit of it.

2010-05-04T00:38:00.004+08:00

What you've got boy is hard to findThink about it all about it all the timeI'm all strung up my heart is friedI just cant get you off my mindBecause your love, your love, your love, is my drugI don't get it how when I eat alot in the day, I get hungry at night. But if I don't eat much during the day, I don't even feel hungry! Warped body.. Snacked alot yesterday, but felt like eating at night.

2010-04-26T02:10:00.002+08:00

Now I just wanna let you knowEarthquakes can't shake usCyclones can't break usHurricanes can't take away our love (:Just typed a whole chunk for my intended blog entry. But too tired to upload photos, so I just saved it as a draft. Shall continue tomorrow. Kept sleeping today and yet I still feel so tired. Sent Dom back into camp today. I don't like sending him back ): I'm gonna miss him for the

2010-04-26T01:34:00.006+08:00

Pyramid, we built this on a solid rockIt feels just like it's heaven's touchTogether at the top, like a pyramidAnd even when the wind is blowingWe'll never fall just keep on goingForever we will stay, like a pyramidLooks like I haven't blogged in a week or so. Many many things happened, resulting in coming home late and all.First up was S.H.E's 3rd concert in SG - S.H.E is the One! Went with

2010-04-13T02:21:00.004+08:00

And it takes my breath away,What you do so naturally. You are the thunder and I am the lightning (:Was browsing allkpop for some kpop news and I saw this pic! It's soooo colourful I LIKE :D And plus Sica's in my fave colour! They're gonna collaborate with 2PM again for a CF for Everland Resorts! Can't wait :D Hope there's gonna be another song like Seoul. But they shouldn't pair Yoona with

2010-04-09T01:07:00.001+08:00

Didn't go to work tday due to a near-fainting experience. Not as bad as Xiaoying's I guess, but still horrible. Shall not elaborate. But the pain is coming back! Someone teach me how to remove stomach cramps for good!

2010-04-08T00:51:00.003+08:00

And I don't know how it gets better than this,You take my hand and drag me headfirst, fearlessAnd I don't know why but with you I danceIn a storm in my best dress, fearlessReading Dom's livejournal feels weird. I don't know why.. Maybe because all his entries are about his life before we got together. Funny feeling. Left two anonymous comments, hope he doesn't know that it's me, or hope that he

2010-04-07T14:10:00.005+08:00

Baby you got me falling uncontrollably in love, never felt this wayGot my heart, my soul but baby that just isn’t enoughBlogging again because I've finally uploaded pics from my cam!Got ourselves a great deal last weekend because B&Js were having a promotion! Buy 2 pints and get another pint of Cake Batter free! Just had to get our hands on it!Chose Strawberry Cheesecake and Chocolate Fudge for

2010-04-06T02:24:00.002+08:00

Tell me what you want to hear,Something that were like those years.I'm sick of all the insincere,So I'm gonna give all my secrets away.Didn't blog for the past few days cos I was either busy or feeling very tired.. Actually I was feeling very tired today too, after 5 hours at Forum Toys R Us, and Tedious Tuition, but I became awake when I received the company's email, and even more awake after

2010-03-30T03:49:00.003+08:00

Seconds, hours, so many days,You know what you want but how long can you wait?Every moment lasts forever,When you feel you've lost your wayMy media player is on shuffle mode, and it's currently playing No Boundaries - Kris Allen. Relates to me quite some bit I guess. I've been confused over and over again about my life after A levels. The possible routes, the considerations. I've had enough of

2010-03-29T02:08:00.010+08:00

But when you’re close to me, whenever you’re aroundYou take the pain away, you make it worth the waitAnd I pray that I will have you in my life alwaysAnd when my hope is gone you make me keep the faith It's 2:15am in the morning! And I still feel awake cos I slept from 1am to 4pm yesterday. Yep this would be a long post, cos many things happened these few days!Yep first up was going to AH with

2010-03-26T17:49:00.003+08:00

You can't make up your mind mind mind mind mindPlease don't waste my time time time time timeI'm at work now! Shall update more with photos at night when I've got nothing to do and everyone's asleep heh. Dom booked out already! And he's coming over later yaye!Slept at 5:40am this morning.. And woke up at 1pm. Not bad luh huh.. I sleep at 3am also wake up around this time. Was super engrossed

2010-03-24T03:40:00.001+08:00

&& I miss my boy ):9th April PLEASE COME SOOOONNN!

2010-03-24T02:06:00.003+08:00

These streets will make you feel brand new,the lights will inspire youUpset yesterday over certain stuff.. Gotta change something before it gets worse I guess? Maybe I'm really just someone who can't accept others' opinions. And I have to admit I'd really hate to hear negative stuff, though I say it all the time. It just makes me feel inferior.Aside from that, met up with A.holes today to get

2010-03-22T03:46:00.007+08:00

Oh Darling, I wish you were hereHappy 1st year Heng Xianlong! Yep 22nd March! Well its a pity that Dom isn't out here on the day itself cos he needed to book in. But he made up for it by spending two days with me in town (: Haha thanks for sacrificing your precious sleep for me dear :POkay here goes:Dinner at The Handburger @ 313Yummy! Nutella and Marshmellow MilkshakeHmm looks nice, let me try

2010-03-22T03:10:00.003+08:00

Anges went for Qihang 2010 to support our juniors! It was unexpectedly good! I mean, being first-timers for 3/4 of them, and having to deal with the split of CCS :/ Oh well, I would rate it 8/10 for good scripts and good lights&sounds, and also on the effort of the actors. It's a job well done overall!Xie Mu! Well done SN Huahui!Closer friendsThe Red Badge people who were presentBlue Badge

2010-03-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

I'm still loving you, Like it was the first timeThe MV is out!

2010-03-17T16:15:00.007+08:00

You'd better run run run run runOmg I'm so excited I must publish this everywhere! SNSD's new song: Run Devil RunMV would be released tmrw!Black Soshi concept photos!Jessica Jung (My Favourite!)S.H.E's new album: SHERO (releasing on 20th March)S.H.E is the one concert postersIt's gonna be on 17th April in SG!HIM makes it look so professional!Ella looks damn stunning!Yeah man! My two favourite

2010-02-03T01:02:00.002+08:00

So just pull the trigger,I hate ruining the day/night for the both of us just because of such stuff but I don't know what it takes for me to convince you. And it's not like I haven't tried. It's like nothing else works anymore.Maybe you're the one who doesn't understand, me. And how much I just simply want you to be by my side. There's nothing more important than that.

2010-01-28T01:33:00.002+08:00

You would not believe your eyesIf ten million fireflies Lit up the world as I fell asleepOkay don't know who still comes here cos it's literally dead but still I had this urge to blog.. For some reason.Everything after A levels has been totally awesome.. First time at a club with JC friends after prom, partying with classmates at chalet with unforgettable night cycling experiences, went on board

2009-11-15T02:27:00.002+08:00

3 more weeks, 6 more papers to 8 months of freedom.Press on, Anges!

2009-10-12T22:52:00.003+08:00

Been keeping this to myself for a damn long time. Feel like venting this out somewhere, hoping someone or some people would stumble across it and actually think and care about how I feel.It's just so unfair how H can bring T along wherever we go and they don't even bother to call D along. A has nothing against T or anything but the sight just makes A think about D and how A is unable to have the

2009-09-14T23:23:00.003+08:00

And when the music fades awayI know I'll be okayContagious rhythm in my brainLet it playUpset. No one ever really cares about how other people feel, and do whatever they like according to their own will. That's the way it is. Maybe I'm just sick of having to disappoint, time and again. I don't want to sacrifice anyone. Circumstances forced me to and that is why we drifted. Face the facts. I can't

2009-08-01T02:36:00.000+08:00

Today, my friends and I ran out from school to study for a test and to avoid getting into trouble with this teacher. As we walked back in the afternoon to take the test, we were very cautious as not to walk by the place she always frequents. To our horror, that teacher drove out and stopped right in front of the gate, staring at us. FML.

2009-06-14T02:47:00.001+08:00

Hey Double-face you made us crumble.I don't know why and I don't know how, but I won't let it stay this way.

2009-05-24T23:39:00.003+08:00

I know sometimes its gonna rain,But baby can we make up now cause I can't sleep through the painDistance. Distancing. Distanced. Distant.How far can it get?Even though everything else in my life seems to suck at the moment. I'm glad I have you.

2009-05-17T23:45:00.002+08:00

The miles just keep rollingAs the people leave their way to say helloI've heard this life is overratedBut I hope that it gets better as we goSometimes we just wish we could throw away all that's at the back of our minds and run off to some faraway land to build sandcastles in the air, decipher shapes out of weird looking clouds and have the time of our lives.Face it. It would never happen in

2009-05-10T00:44:00.002+08:00

Like the clouds youDrift me away, far away And like the sun youBrighten my day, you brighten my dayLoads of updating to do. This is the longest I've ever left my blog stagnant in eons man. I doubt anyone comes here now :/Have been good lately (: With friends and all. The only group of people I have been losing touch with is the people from WS. Really miss those guys, and training times. Wanted to

2009-03-28T10:23:00.003+08:00

Can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my PokerfaceHaven't been updating for sucha long time omg. But yeah was busy with sports day and the overnight camp before that and Anges HAS BEEN STUDYING. I am dead serious. Passed my second physics test (of the year and of my whole entire JC life) and improved by, 1 mark. Don't know if I should feel disappointed cos I did study quite alot for this

2009-03-04T21:36:00.004+08:00

There's so much sad gonna flood the ocean, We're all in tears from a world that's brokenTogether we cryThere comes a time when every bird has to flyAt some point every rose has to dieFeeling damn sucky now. I hate people to poke into my business and tell me what to do. I don't owe anyone any explanation and I'm not obliged to report my matters to anyone. I know what I'm doing and I don't think

2009-02-25T22:03:00.002+08:00

This is the last of illusions This is the final trace of innocence If I'm caught in the middle I know it will be the end of meSchool's been sucky after orientation. Although I refuse to admit it. The class is different. We no longer do things together.This morning a tutor mentioned that if anyone fails the next test he's gonna call up our parents and ask why we're so busy and whether we are

2009-02-22T23:15:00.002+08:00

These are headstrong, crazy daysWhen your mind's made upAnd the music playsHeadstrong can you feel the beat?Melt down can you feel the heat?Had the urge to blog since a long long time ago! Nehmind I shall rush this out and aim to sleep at 12.1. Orientation Camp: Experiencia de MagiqueAll in all, I had a wonderful experience with them. They reshuffled all the classes and now they're in Bannister!

2009-02-15T23:38:00.005+08:00

Souls in the winds must learn how to bendSeek out a star, hold on to the endOrientation 09: Experiencia de Magique is over. And I dare not say it was awesome. In fact I think I did a really lousy job. My heart really sank when all the campers were so desperate to go home.First things first, it's not like we didn't put in our all. ALL of us were damn tired by the 2nd day already. Well a few here

2009-02-09T01:21:00.002+08:00

I've had a little bit too much All of the people start to rushA dizzy twister dance Can't find my drink or manWhere are my keys, I lost my phoneAlright before anyone accuses me of staying up late to play, I really don't know why I'm not tired at all even after working for 10 hours straight at ECP. Met Charlotte at long last, and she's really nice she helped me with my sports meet invitation cards

2009-02-08T00:01:00.005+08:00

Tell me why you're so hard to forget Don't remind meI'm not over it Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth I'm just a little too not over youWas in school for F3 meeting then SCDC meeting until 5 and I was off to Cine for David's birthday celebration on Friday. Didn't get to sing alot due to my inefficient updates with Mandopop. Weiting complains that Sky's the worst singing partner ever. His

2009-02-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

Should I give up or should I just keep chasing pavementsEven if it leads nowhere or would it be a wasteEven if I knew my place should I leave it thereAdmin days are over! Generally the response from the campers were better than I've expected. Didn't really get to spend much time with my OG (cos of SCDC) but I sure am glad they still listen to me (: Danced so many times to Pump it and I swear I'll

2009-02-01T23:31:00.006+08:00

Because I can't sleep til you're next to meNo I can't live without you no moreOh I stay up til you're next to meTil this house feels like it did beforeUpdates! CNY! First day was damn awkward cos got the 3 mei nv older cousins. But Wen Yang and Wen Hao were two cute little things :D Went to Emily's and got myself dead drunk after winning 30 over dollars thanks to Ariel Kwa. Had no choice but to

2009-01-25T19:25:00.010+08:00

Baby I don't wanna waste another dayKeeping it inside is killing me cosAll I ever want it comes right down to you, to youThe friends I've made in JJ are certainly of great company! Especially the few dearies from F1 warriors and my new found family F3 (:Friday 23/1CNY was a blast. Reached school really early in the morning to blow up the balloons with helium (not to mention playing with the

2009-01-19T21:30:00.006+08:00

When your tears have dried from cryin' & the world has turned to silentFreak why does everything has to come all at once.Monday 18/1Chem test on alkanes, alkenes, arenes and hydroxy compoundsCNY decoDeadline for CNY games photosTuesday 19/1Maths test on the whole of book 3 (vectors, differentiation, power series)Find CNY costumesWednesday 20/1CNY rehearsalDeadline for F3 OG board designsF3 family

2009-01-15T22:03:00.002+08:00

Have been feeling like fuck for awhile now. It's no use. School sucks. I absolutely detest it. I hate the way I unsuccessfully try my best not to fall asleep in lessons. Homework is piling up like nobody's business and it's only one week into the term. I feel trapped. I'm running away only to return to something I should've faced a long long time ago. I hate the feeling of defeat, especially when

2009-01-14T22:32:00.004+08:00

So I won’t give upNo I won’t break downSooner than it seems life turns aroundAnd I will be strongEven if it all goes wrongWhen I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believeSomeone’s watching over meThird day of school. Was almost late. I just refuse to conform to such a lifestyle. Got into the U remedial class for Physics. Aye I'm not a U student k, only promos score U only >:[ To think I'm reduced

2009-01-12T21:49:00.006+08:00

Fly Open up the part of you that wants to hide away You can shine Forget about the reasons why you can't in life And start to try Cause it's your time Time to fly Today's quite an unlucky beginning for the new school term. But it's ultimately the friends who make it all worthwhile. Let me start on this dreadful day..Let's see. I woke up with the conscious thought that my ezlink had no money, so I

2009-01-10T23:28:00.008+08:00

Someday we'll knowIf love can move a mountainSomeday we'll knowWhy the sky is blueSomeday we'll know Why I wasn't meant for youI'm back from OGL Prep camp! It was unexpectedly fun! Okay I really felt it sucked on the first day. Didn't really know anyone from OG3 and like Felicia was a gamer and the rest of the people I knew in the group were guys. And we had to run in the neighbourhood ZZZ like

2009-01-08T04:46:00.002+08:00

Sweet, sugar, candymanYAY I'm finally done with the blogskin. I know people are gonna go "Like finally!" lol! Aye alot of effort put in okay! Still, both constructive criticism and generous praises are welcomed! :DDon't think I should sleep now cos I definitely cannot wake up later at 6. See luh, I need to reach school at 8 must wake up 2 hours earlier. So poor thing right! But so bored nothing

2009-01-07T15:45:00.003+08:00

Put on your brake lightsYou're in the city of wonderI'm getting seriously and irrevocably hooked onto this game called MAHJONG. Stayed over at Shawn's house on Monday to play mahjong overnight. And guess who was the biggest winner! :D Could have won more if I didn't suka suka go and hu with a xiao niao with 2 and 3 tong. I guess I was on the verge of falling asleep.Technically I have only today

2009-01-04T00:33:00.002+08:00

She was hoping for a better worldFor this little girlBut the apple doesn’t fall too far from the treeHaving a re-retest for Chemistry on the 6th. I think cos the re-exam wasn't official since we forced Mr Yuan to make it open-book. Long story.Made my way to TPY library reluctantly and amazingly I found an empty table like wow. Okay a good start to the day. I was quite productive until Laopa came

2009-01-03T03:51:00.005+08:00

And now I'm sick inside Yeah it makes me wanna cry I'm so sorry about last night Yeah it happened so fast I wanted it to last In the moment it felt so right But now I'm sick insideAttempted to start on work today at Jacky's house after meeting up with Milly, David, Ruby and Evelyn. Did a few questions of Chem.. And when I say a few I really mean a few. Well I was multitasking! What'd you expect?

2008-12-30T02:24:00.005+08:00

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get upJust came back from Emily's house after passing to her the bee costume and socks that I bought for Aragorn and Ariel respectively. Unexpectedly ended up playing mahjong at her house, and unexpectedly won money. We were playing with the experts know, we just got lucky (:Bannister house comm party/gathering tmrw. It's all the way at Boon Lay and it's potluck.

2008-12-28T23:03:00.003+08:00

Yeah it happened so fast I wanted it to last In the moment it felt so right But now I'm sick insideIt feels like ages since I've blogged. Tons of things had happened within this short period of time! Just got back from JB with the Streetwave people (the 4 dua taos, Laopa, Evelyn and Milly). We've got some education minister asking us to promote to schools! Yeah let's backtrack from

2008-12-24T03:17:00.001+08:00

I close the door Like so many times, So many times beforeRecently I've been sleeping at weird timings. I wonder how I'm gonna revert back to normal sleeping time for school. Plus there's a Chem retest and OGL meeting on 6th Jan omg die.Finally settled WS presents, I've discovered my love for wrapping LOL! Quite looking forward to the party and maybe countdown? Bought a red tazmanian tshirt

2008-12-23T00:39:00.004+08:00

Superstar, Where you from? How's it going? I know you, gotta clue what you're doing You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here But I know what you are, what you are babySunday's Yishun pool carnival was the usual. At least I got darker :D After that we had nothing to do so Minhui, Jialong and I wanted to go to the Sembawang shopping centre that's gonna reopen after renovations cos we

2008-12-20T03:07:00.007+08:00

See all those guys wanna come treat you rightCause ya sweeter than apple pieEverything that you want you gotGirl you know that you need to stopJust returned from Danzation. Evelyn was SURE surprised WE went! She hugged me damn long when we went to find her during the break and then the toilet queue was staring. Okay so it's like, I bought the tickets long long ago, when she hadn't asked us about

2008-12-18T22:08:00.006+08:00

I don't wanna dream about, All the things that never wereAnd maybe I can live without, When I'm out from underI don't wanna feel the pain, What good would it do me now?I'll get it all figured out,When I'm out from underI don't know why but I'm feeling annoyed and especially irritable tonight. And I don't like people to copy >:[Watched City of Ember with long-time-no-see Calvin, training, then

2008-12-18T21:20:00.004+08:00

1. The person who tag you is?Tan Weiting Wendy2. Your relationship with him/her?She's my dad.3. Your 5 impression of him/her?1) Loanshark2) Act cool buay cool3) The most dependent dad4) Basketball5) Jay Chou4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for with u?Let me see her cry. That sure was memorable.5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?Eh go away lah I want to sleep.6. If he/she

2008-12-16T20:59:00.004+08:00

Love me, hate meSay what you want about meAll of the boys and all of the girlsAre begging to if you seek AmyJust returned from Mediacorp! Was there to watch CSS 3 opening. Omg Yoga Lin was there! His singing is AWESOME! Okay so the opening was for the 12 contestants to pair up or group up with the prev season's contestants to sing and after that they're supposed to present to us something they're

2008-12-13T02:00:00.003+08:00

I can't take it any longer Thought that we were stronger All we do is linger Slipping through our fingersMy bill shot up to $80 this month and because I overshot by SO much I've gotta pay that myself. Shit.Swam, sauna-ed, watched Bolt and shopped with Shenn Tan today! Eh honoured anot whole day dedicated to you leh! Bolt's an awesome movie! I kept laughing at the hamster. Now I really seriously

2008-12-10T00:21:00.002+08:00

Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say Spending all my time, stuck in yesterdayStreetwave is having mini chats on facebook recently. Quite hilarious sometimes yknw. And one by one all falling sick. First was Sky, then me, then Evelyn, Alvin and now Jiaxin and David also. I think we spread to one another lol.Gonna help Huahui hang up banner tmrw in the morning! Super last minute Shermi

2008-12-09T02:14:00.003+08:00

You think you know meBut you don't really know who I amHave been working consecutively for 4 days now! BTSC's one was uh, 4 words, leng leng qing qing. Lol. Met Zhong Yangzhi when I just happened to rush in for some aircon so qiao! Ya he was gonna play pool or sth. Played with this cute little girl called Valerie. Carried her and played on the board. Yeah she was enjoying while I took some time

2008-12-06T22:06:00.006+08:00

She can't find her placeShe's losing her faithShe's fallen from graceShe's all over the placeMy account is "temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance" at Facebook so here I am blogging. Doesn't matter cos I've finished my 10 races in the wee hours of the morning for Pet Society.Okay yes. Work's at ECP consecutive 3 days in a row! Rocks! (esp when it doesn't rain) Oh yes and I've got a pay

2008-12-05T01:38:00.004+08:00

I can feel you all around me Thickening the air I'm breathingSo, 4th December's over (:Many thanks to these people: Dad Mom Annis Fengru Jinghui Jacky Damien Jason Siowyu Weien Huabin Weiling Monica Esti TanYiling Evelyn Weiting David Mark Jim Yangyang Junhao Alvin Waitsz Liyi Xianghui Jiaxin Harkhui Kahyee SHENN[: Shazni Yangzhi Minhui Darren Felix Yeekeat Enid Maple Xuezhen Hanisah Theresa

2008-12-03T03:29:00.002+08:00

Who knows what miraclesYou can achieveWhen you believe, somehow you willYou will when you believeOmg I feel super accomplished! Project Camaraderie in progress [:Visited Laopa today for awhile at Dhoby Ghaut. Wasn't able to accompany her for dinner. Having to go through a day with sore throat + cough + stomach cramps ain't an easy feat. Why must I be a girl why why why.Shenn's coming back soon!

2008-12-02T00:05:00.003+08:00

In this time of fearWhen prayer so often proves in vainHope seems like the summer birdToo swiftly flown awayJust got home from 12 hours of promoting at Geoffrey's Bazaar at Dhoby Ghaut. A few hours into the event and I was complaining to Laopa that I felt like I was gonna die of hunger, dehydration and fatigue. My fault for sleeping so late and not eating before I went. Anyway made new friends

2008-11-29T22:15:00.003+08:00

Sometimes I try to hideWhat I feel insideIkea with Laopa yesterday. Still didn't finalize on the furniture but we got to eat our Ikea hotdogs! (: To Darren's after that to pack replacement decks. I think I'm suited for this kind of packing jobs. I should really go to China.Was at the Arena warehouse sale this morning. Impromptu decision because I planned to go tmrw but since the Mother and Sister

2008-11-28T23:24:00.002+08:00

Do, do you got a first aid kit handyDo, do you know how to patch up a woundLately I've been seeing the world from somewhat like a plane view. Well, not literally but it's like taking a step back, out of the comfort zone where I'm so accustomed to the things around me. Something like, I knew all along that the world's fake, but I've never felt any stronger about it until now. (Even before that

2008-11-27T23:10:00.003+08:00

25 minutes too late,Straightened my hair again today. Jacky accompanied me and I accompanied him to get his swaveboard. Well he got a black skull :D See I'm so qin lao, promoting outside working hours! Lol kidding.Pei-ed Laopa to amk industrial park 1 to look around to see if there are any other nice furniture, then back to central for more. And we unexpectedly ended up shopping and almost jue

2008-11-26T23:59:00.003+08:00

Now that your rose is in bloom,Arcade-d with Ah Teck, Ceci, Newton and Sally today at Lao Di Fang (J8 arcade). Felt like I haven't woke up.. SO EARLY in the morning! Like normally Anges Loy would be screaming when playing Silent Hill sort of stuff but nope, not this morning. Wanted to join them for party world after that but Laopo booked me long before that. So I headed home to pack training