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CHIJ St. Nicholas Girl's School 1998 - 2007
Jurong Junior College 2008 - 2009



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Wednesday, November 29, 2006

4:12 AM

zhi yao xiao yi xiao, mei you shen me shi qing guo bu liao (:

HAHA OKAY I JUST FINISHED WATCHING WEI XIAO PASTA!
ITS DAMN NICE I RECOMMEND (:
ZHANG DONG LIANG IS OFFICIALLY MY NUMBER ONE NOW!
who cares about kim jeong hoon at this time (; lol im not serious.

okay i guess that'll explain my absence from this place these few days.
i dont care its a must-watch!

yeah well these two days were spent at dramabox brainstorming and coming up with ideas for next year's qihang?
process rocks man! i love all our quirky ideas!

mei yi ge ren dou bei kun zai mi gong li,
zi ji bi xu yi ge ren lai zou wan lu cheng,
mian dui mei yi ge cha lu.
suo yi, xian zai ni yao xiang zuo zou, hai shi xiang you zou?


Friday, November 24, 2006

2:02 PM

Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

okay so we officially ended camp YESTERDAY.
so uh, abit confused about the time these three days.
mainly because i didnt sleep a wink, haha.

22nd nov
yeah so a very very high me who woke up at 8.20 on the 22nd nov appeared at dance studio half an hour late.
okay then i found my group and we sat around discussing our group name, group cheer and designing our score sheet and group flag!
and we settled on the name of: yay de di qi zu!
which originated from ye de di qi zhang by jay chou.
sorry, we had anti-jaychou people in the group who thought of the name, mainly me and xuezhen haha. the rest of the group was namely laypeng, sheila, vivian, chuanping and peizhen.
with jieying and guan yu as our lovely jian dus!
and our theme song was what, get high? well we were supposed to think of our group cheer as well but we thought that it would be very leng if we were to sing.

right after that, we had TWO hours of treasure hunt, which was not enough time at all can,
and our dear guan yu abandoned us to join another group cos they had not enough people.
but nevermind, we still had jieying who was super nice to us during the treasure hunt!
oops i hope she doesnt get killed by any lishis cos i disclosed that.
yeah tan harkhui the mastermind of the whole treasure hunt made us run damnnnnn alot!
cos when we recieved our first clue, which was a picture, we had to go find a SECOND clue, which will then lead us to the game station. then from the game station we had to find a clue to lead us to the next clue, to another game station. and there were eight game stations altogether.
and then there was a significant pattern, which was to make us run to and fro from the extension block to the primary block to the extension block again.
everyone was super tired after that because the distance was equivilant to 3km but the displacement was what, zero. okay not funny
actually still okay la, can bu chang for the number of trainings i missed.

then was the wenhua zu holding chopsticks lesson and origami lesson.
we were taught the right way to hold the chopsticks and we had to split the mixture of red and green beans in ten minutes. and i think we were one of the groups that split the least, haha!
and then we learnt how to fold paper pigs.
was rather chaotic cos alot of people couldnt understand how to fold.
yep and we folded lilies and paper balloons!
me and xuezhen were talking in ta te tous!
we said: te ti ti ti tu, te ti tu tiao tay teng.
which was originally: zhe shi yi zhi zhu, zhe zhi zhu jiao lay peng. LOL
then we had to make up a story about all the things we folded.
and i think the people from our cca have very very screwed minds! haha
cos turn out to be alot of funny relationships like pig-crane relationship, and for our group it was zhu-hua lian, where the pig and the flower fell in love

next was the presentation of group cheers! which ours was very impromptu because we changed here and there and finally decided not to use get high at all, but we had the help of our jian dus again so here goes:

yi er san si wu liu qi
ni men de guan jun zai na li
zai zhe li, zai zhe li
ni men de guan jun zai zhe li
wo men shi yay de di qi zu, bi sheng!

i think our cheer was one of the more zheng chang ones haha!
and i still think we're very cute cos coincidently, we had seven people.
so when we sang the yi er san si wu liu qi part we sang individually for one word.
super CUTE!

yeah then after that was going back to dance studio to bathe and stuff, but a number of sec threes wanted to bathe after yeyou so didnt bathe. some of us went to prepare for yeyou alr (:
then was dinner where greys and blues came back, and then the preparation of yeyou began while the others went to new ava to watch jian gui shi, which i heard was changed to what, wei xiao pasta?! not scary no qi fen de ):
haha okay then at 9 yeyou officially started!
me cecilia fiona and serene went to the huisuo to prepare.
then the first group, after dragging for very long, came out at 9.30
okay we were all very guilty cos we accidently picked on the juniors which were super afraid.
i had to shout at poor mingee who was the one who comforted me last year :X
oh the worst group was the third group, where everyone was SUPER damn angry at some junior who dared to ding zui with us.

ni, zuo xia
wo bu yao!
wo shuo ni!
-silence-
then until ruobin and jiehui told her that she has to listen to us then she drags her feet and reluctantly moves to seat and she was still laughing can?
hen hao xiao ma, hai xiao!
wei shen me bu ke yi xiao?

woah okay we were all super angry at her so we scolded group three the most.
even cecilia was so angry she stood up to slam the door when they left :/ okay hao shi bai
after the last group we packed up and went back to the dance studio to wait for the whole yeyou to end.
then got blue badge come and kajiao us tell us that the most scary part of the yeyou was the xiaoqiangs.
compare us with kazhua leh ):
haha alright when everyone was done with the trail, we assembled at drama studio to have Q&A and ding jie lun to solve the mystery.
which the first group guessed correctly!
okay super smart congrats la, but have to admit our plot is quite logical so haha never mind we shant be disappointed cos people guessed it.

23rd nov
okay the whole yeyou ended at like 12? when was supposed to end at 10.30
after all the taking of photos and eating of supper ended we went to wash up and bathe, yes we bathed at one haha.
then was sitting around and talking to people and lishis, our excuse was we were waiting for our hair to dry..
yeah then lai zhenqin was done reminiscing on the track so join me and weiting to err, look at the stars? then eventually jiayi came, followed by myra peipei suwi danfong.
and when they left jiehui and jooyeng walked past me and zhenqin and they asked me if i was a ghost or a human
then someone just fell sick just like that la, so shibai! haha okay kidding
yep then i was saying that the morning was getting interesting when there was alot of noise.
we saw guides and st johns coming out for their morning exercise and for guides it was some formal assembly on the field. oh and our school has LOVELY views in the morning!
the whole sky was 'acne-free'! HAHA okay that basically meant that it had no clouds la

yeah then everyone woke up already and we had breakfast part one, which was actually a piece of bread, or a slice of marble cake.
which i had difficulty finishing and i resorted to squashing it, but according to siowyu its just getting rid of the air in the cake.
then cecilia added on that if i want the cake to be fat again i can fart on it
hey guys, not funny leh
okay then was captain's ball with half the basketball court for 12 people
haha well..
okay was super hot and like sorry but i just bathed?
uhhuh then yay de di qi zu didnt really do very well but ohwells we enjoyed it alot (:

next was breakfast part 2 where we had to make our own breakfast which had to be nutritious and creative.
budget was one dollar for each person in the group.
so we had 9 dollars cos plus jian dus.
at first we decided on dou jiang and you tiao, but not really very nutritious/creative?
then we changed it to mee jiam kuay and dou jiang with some disgusting, okay not really, some weird salad we added when we reached school.
yeah then was the thinking games.
harder than sudoku i tell you.
theres a 3x3 box, a 4x4 box, and a 5x5 box
then we had to make sentences for each row and column and all of them had to make sense.
some group decided to be funny and for the 4x4 box, cos there was a word set for us to start of with, and it was hao, they put, hao hao huai huai, huai huai hao hao and again for the rows, and for the columns it read hao huai hao huai and huai hao huai hao.
and was accepted can! haha i fell asleep so didnt really know what was going on for the other groups la

so we had the announcing of the results and giving out of the awards and souveniers and filling in the feedback form, where alot of people put "xu yao hen duo ti li" (need alot of energy) in the comments section.
and group 6 won cos they stole alot of people's flags! hahaha!
and we sang hui ge very loudly, not knowing that st johns were having test.
then they gave out the hua xun, after so long haha.
and ang weien put my name for the credits to almost all the photos and everyone was asking if i crushed panlaoshi or something.

yeah overall camp was fun!
though not as good as i expected cos i was very excited before that for camp but ohwell.
yay de di qi zu didnt win anything when our kou hao was bi sheng.
haha so ironic but nevermind i enjoyed the process FULLY (:
yay and there goes my last camp.

Cos, if its over let it go and
Come tomorrow it would seem so yesterday,
So yesterday

And Thank You (:


Wednesday, November 22, 2006

1:09 AM

So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think

time makes a fool out of us.
when you need it, there's always not enough.
when you don't need it, there's always plently for you to waste.
when you want it, it doesn't come to you.
when you dont want it, it drags and drags and, drags.

time makes a fool out of us.


Tuesday, November 21, 2006

12:49 AM

tong kuai qu bei shang

when preparing for something,
don't always prepare for the best, prepare for the worst as well.
in fact, always prepare for the worst,
so that you wouldn't have to face disappointment.

talking to my dad makes me feel, weak.
like vulnerable weak.
in a sense that, he can turn something that me and my mom had kicked up into a fuss, into something miniscule.
its a wonder how one sentence of him asking me to sleep early can really make me really go and sleep for the sake of him, whereas tremendous hollering from my mom just makes me want to stay up even later..
if only she knew how to say things in a nicer tone.
its like my dad knows me better than my mom does even when he spends lesser time with me.
at least in front of him i would be more comfortable at showing how i really feel.

its funny how numbers appeal to me more than words,
so talk to me in numbers.

i can't say that i'm not important to you anymore,
because i'm not even sure if i was important to you in the first place.


Sunday, November 19, 2006

11:16 PM

Who's got the sweetest disposition,
One guess that's who.
Who never never starts an arguement,
Who never shows abit of temperament?
Who's never wrong but always right,
Who'd never dream of starting a fight?
Who gets stuck with all the bad luck,
No one, but Donald Duck.
YEAH!


Saturday, November 18, 2006

4:01 PM

honestly, i am afraid.


Thursday, November 16, 2006

3:53 PM

I guess we never really moved on,

okay this is getting lame.
ive been to the same doctor for twice in the year for the same case of an infected toe/finger. i swear im never gonna do something stupid like that ever again. okay that was what i said the other time when my toe got infected :/
and do i need to mention, that antibiotics suck?

okay these two weeks was monopoly/cluedo/gameoflife-filled.
and it only rocks when you're winning, and i learnt that you cant play safe if you wanna win.
but its okay, as long as i dont go bankrupt thats fine.
yesterday marked the end of lessons with binomial theorem which we completed in only three hours, and a few of us stayed back to play game of life then went off for yeyou meeting.
speaking of which im very sure that it'll be freaky. and it was damn hilarious when they said that each camp group will have like 8 people, minus off the sec threes they'll only be left with 4 people.
okay camp is gonna rock im gonna start packing now!
okay im kidding, there's still like one whole week to go.
and the only thing i'll be missing is my computer! meaning, no solitaire showdown or sudoku too for me for the night!

hmm lets see,
there's already english, elit, egeog, maths, physics and chem homework up.
and im planning to finish about half tonight?
aiya okay i plan to finish all my homework before dec, then i can like start revising for the tests for the first two weeks of term one!
am i guai or what?

& minhui and xiaoying, we'll beat the pants off joseph yes?
we have girl power :D

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All of us believe that this is not up to you
The fact of the matter is that it's up to me

How can we fake this anymore
Turn our backs away and choose to just ignore
Some say it's ignorance
It makes me feel some innocence
It takes away a part of me
But I won't let go

Tell me why can't you see it's not the way
When we all fall down, it will be too late
Why is there no reason we can't change
When we all fall down who will take the blame
What will it take

If nothing could ever be this real
A life unsatisfied that I could never feel
This future's not so bright
Some can't make the sacrifice
It's more than just black and white
And I won't follow


Saturday, November 11, 2006

1:28 PM

Where's the miracle i need now

i see the dark clouds (:
i love to feel the rain
i love to hear the rain
i love to smell the rain
i love to walk in the rain
i don't mind falling sick now, hahah!
so random, thanks to someone by the name of foo chuanping.
i just love the rain! :D
and it just started pouring.

/ right where you want me


Friday, November 10, 2006

1:27 AM

to WEITING: have a FAT fifteen
& MINHUI: have a sweet sixteen!

# minhui this is the second time pink has appeared on my blog,
liang ci po li wei le ni leh! be very very honoured (:
and please hang on till the end!

<3


Friday, November 03, 2006

8:35 PM

Coming from the lips of an angel
hearing those words it makes me weak

and it isnt the blade that makes the deepest cuts, its reality. sensing how everything around you has changed hurts, the most.
i can pretend that nothing is wrong, everything has gone back to normal. i guess thats what everyone wants to see anyway. but then i know that it really isnt the same anymore.
never mind, i guess saying such stuff now wouldnt even help me.
i seriously don't know what is effing wrong with me.
and i really think its quite dumb to tell someone that doing something is stupid, and the next moment you are making the same mistake.

&
i'll miss you, i'll miss you, i'll miss you
i really will, although i dont show it, and i dont know how to show it. reality has sinked in, nothing is going to be the same anymore.
stop pretending to be alright, it pains everyone to see you this way.
not like you will ever come here anyway.