Sunday, January 25, 2009
7:25 PM
Baby I don't wanna waste another day
Keeping it inside is killing me cos
All I ever want it comes right down to you, to you
The friends I've made in JJ are certainly of great company! Especially the few dearies from F1 warriors and my new found family F3 (:
Friday 23/1
CNY was a blast. Reached school really early in the morning to blow up the balloons with helium (not to mention playing with the helium gas to get squeaky voices). Was Charlie Chaplin for a day.. And people got so high over Jiantao's impersonation. They really looked alike!
Jiantao (Mr Lee), Hanisah and Charlie Chaplin o.O
[more photos to come]
Yup after that Mr Leow requested to meet all the OGLs for vetting of Family dances at the hall, and then we proceeded to the concourse where tables with yusheng on it were awaiting us. Made a mess out of the whole place and by the time we wanted to eat, our plate was empty cos all the yusheng was on the table :P
09 OGLs (:
After that F3 had planned to go hunt for OG gifts and Family identities. So we headed to Daiso at IMM after much delay at the track cos we were getting so addicted with playing with the helium balloons. And here's what we found!
We can do the "Welcome to JJ, this way please" with this :D
This made me think of what the taijians alws carry
Meet Auntie Guips!
After that I joined Banni people to get stuff for the steamboat dinner at Mr Leow's house. Wells, no pictures available!
Played blind mice at the playground for awhile. Super fun! Shall do that again :D
Saturday 24/1
Went back to school to help Jessica paint banners. Most of the OGLs went back also. To paint OG boards/family structure/choreograph dance and to help the SC out. Well it wasn't compulsory and we had more than half the leaders' population there to help. Shows how much we're attached to this group of people (:
Ain't this a prettaaaaye banner? :D
Howsun's a dragon!
Part of F3 with our family structure
Headed to Sakae for a 1 hour buffet later on. Ordered 2 of EVERYTHING on the side plate menu and lots of sushi and handrolls. Benny was so stressed up cos we had to pay extra if there's wastage after that one hour. The other table was more rational I guess :X Nevermind we had loads of fun and laughter! Especially after my dear Guiping started laughing and spit water at me :P Then it was shopping for her cny clothes at JP2 while the rest went to JP1 to play arcade. Tsk so last minute!
And I swear she made me try this on
After that Yensze, Nicholas and I were at Shenn's painting the dragon crests. Gossiped and teased Nicholas about being a --- ------ magnet. LOL hilarious! Stayed over and wreaked havoc at Shenn's. I'm so sorry dear! And I slept soundly till 10. Haven't had so much sleep in days! And Nicholas found out a secret of mine!!! ZZZ
Have been staying late in school for the past few nights. Reaching home at times ranging from 8 plus to 11 plus at night and the Family head and this silly girl has alws been there for the family. Thanks alot!
Guiping the AFH! :D
When your tears have dried from cryin'
& the world has turned to silent
Freak why does everything has to come all at once.
Monday 18/1
Chem test on alkanes, alkenes, arenes and hydroxy compounds
CNY deco
Deadline for CNY games photos
Tuesday 19/1
Maths test on the whole of book 3 (vectors, differentiation, power series)
Find CNY costumes
Wednesday 20/1
CNY rehearsal
Deadline for F3 OG board designs
F3 family dance rehearsal
Thursday 21/1
F3 family dance rehearsal
CNY rehearsal (pending)
Friday 22/1
CNY celebration
F3 outing to hunt for stuff needed for orientation
Visit to SN (pending)
Banni hse comm steamboat dinner
Life sucks. School sucks I hate school. My effort put in for studying Chem was all in vain in today's test. It's not like I didn't study hard/smart. I'm so tired of trying and trying just to keep failing. I think stupid is an understatement to my intelligence.
& everyone's so not understanding. Everyone's SO inflexible and rigid in their thoughts. Everyone just has to have things their way. Sucks.
Exhausted beyond description. Demoralised beyond redemption.
Have been feeling like fuck for awhile now. It's no use. School sucks. I absolutely detest it. I hate the way I unsuccessfully try my best not to fall asleep in lessons. Homework is piling up like nobody's business and it's only one week into the term.
I feel trapped. I'm running away only to return to something I should've faced a long long time ago.
I hate the feeling of defeat, especially when I'm defeated by myself.
& I feel so alone.
Where is the motivation.
So I won’t give up
No I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I’ll still believe
Someone’s watching over me
Third day of school. Was almost late. I just refuse to conform to such a lifestyle. Got into the U remedial class for Physics. Aye I'm not a U student k, only promos score U only >:[ To think I'm reduced to such a state. How pathetic! Sian to the power of infinity.
Besides those stuff, many things have brightened up my very gloomy week! Met up with Laopa and Kelly (She is so colourful!) at City Hall to get NUM Brazilianos! Like finally! Was caught in a dilemma but Felicia solved it for me. You see, I was getting for her as well and just nice she wanted the same colour and same size but there was only one pair. So I settled for red-black (:
Laopa wanted to get this shark bag so we headed to Far East and it ended up as an unexpected shopping trip for me ): Spend money again.. Ya but I've never felt anything that works better than retail therapy to make Anges Loy feel so gleeful. Bought another dress, a necklace and a bracelet. So impulsive >:( Oh yes did I mention that I met Jin Zhuang? Lol so random luh, and actually we met quite a few SN people too, screaming and running. Typical SN girls haha.
Jinghui joined us abit later and Laopa bought her shark bag. After which we sat at KFC as Jinghui had her dinner and we discussed and helped them abit with their decisions on their post-Olvl life. And I realised that we're a group of camwhores too LOL.
Just a few of the many that we took..
Kelly me and laopa
After countless failed attempts (:
Toilet mirrors seriously work wonders!
I saved the best for last! My favourite picture!
Yups and I collected my red specs as well! Yay I can start being a nerd (:
Xiaolongbao-ing with Shenn Tan on Friday! Can't wait :D
67 planes!
Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly
Today's quite an unlucky beginning for the new school term. But it's ultimately the friends who make it all worthwhile. Let me start on this dreadful day..
Let's see. I woke up with the conscious thought that my ezlink had no money, so I prepared coins for my bus trip, and when I reached the MRT, I realised that I LEFT MY WALLET AT HOME ZOMG. Yes luckily I met Amanda! Or else really gg. So she lent me money and the standard ticket is freaking 3 bucks. Oh yeah and I met Yang on the train!
So was effectively LATE for the meeting at the grandstand but I still received the Student Leaders' tie pin! So pretty please! And after all those hardwork! But I pity all those who didn't get it after attending all but this one OGL prep camp. Abit unfair. Right, so did abit of ushering and was pardoned from the spotcheck. What should I do man, if I tie french braid, can see the gold streak of hair, if I tie ponytail can see the red streak. I really don't wish to dye it back ):
Alright then it was GP. I wouldn't be more unfortunate as to get this new teacher who is the HOD of GP and had caught me for my skirt TWICE in a fortnight for my skirt length in 2008. Is my skirt really that short?! Maybe it's just my face she's not happy with. But she seemed pretty nice. (Note: I used the word "seemed") I predict that I'll walk out of her class at least once. Oh gosh I miss Hannah Wen.
There was PE after that and we only took height and weight. I SHRANK! I'm now 163cm :/ I'm still gonna tell people I'm 165, that metre rule must definitely have some problem cos I'm not the only one complaining. Yeah I'm still the same weight.. Not revealing la fat can.
Then it was Math lecture and Chem lecture in which both I unwillingly let myself drift off to sleep. Well at least I tried. Still trying to adjust my body clock back okay! There's gonna be 1 block test for each of them next week. Oh gosh gotta do well, I don't wanna go to US classes. Oh yeah and after that there was CS! And I was informed that those who took CS last year do not need to take it again this year! The only good news I've heard so far. So don't need to have to pon (:
Chilled out in the canteen after that with a few of my favourite people in the whole world (: I'm really glad to have their company! Pictures pictures!
Shenn Anges Jiaxin
This photo is nice! Too bad it's abit dark.
Received good news about St Nick's O lvl results! Mingee said that we had 1 m'sian who scored 11 A1s?! And 4 others who scored 10 A1s. But the news said the top scorer from SN scored 10 A1s.. Hmm so weird. So who should I believe? Mom said that Elit improved tremendously, and English had 68% distinctions like whoa. I'm sure they earned that one day off for their juniors as well (: I am so glad our school's doing so well! Pretty sure the teachers are over the moon! PS: Anyone wants St Nick's 09 diary? Can get my Mom/Sis to get (:
Yeah after that bus-ed down to town to shop with the Mom and the Aunt. Mom paid for my stuff woots! After that she sent my aunt home and brought me to make my specs. The lady there was so friendly! She said I basically didn't really have any degree but my astigmatism is REALLY bad waaay bad, like 100? Weiting said it was worse than hers. Then the lady asked me how long do I use the computer daily and I srsly didn't dare to answer her :X Right, that I had to fork out myself, 200 bucks. Looks like my Ipod Nano has to wait, and I shouldn't think of getting anything more for this month.
Bad start but I guess I'll just have to pull through. Jiayou jiayou Anges, A lvls coming ah.
Someday we'll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we'll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we'll know
Why I wasn't meant for you
I'm back from OGL Prep camp! It was unexpectedly fun! Okay I really felt it sucked on the first day. Didn't really know anyone from OG3 and like Felicia was a gamer and the rest of the people I knew in the group were guys. And we had to run in the neighbourhood ZZZ like if you know me well enough you know I detest running. But Jiaxin came back! (Double meaning) Shenn and I are both glad and relieved :D
Can you believe Anges went for night games!!! But I was damn freaked out I cried in almost every station. Random people crawling towards me and all and touching my legs. Well I think their ears suffered the most :P
Second day was better, even though it was quite dry at first. Had first aid courses, learnt how to use the triangle bandage, and there was this CPR demonstration on a mini Rescue Anne. All thanks to Shenn, this was what happened to Shawn...
Yeah and after that we had water games and the usual again and we had campfire + barbecue for song singing and dinner! It was AWESOME and we were super high kept pushing people to go dance. BUT a certain someone did this to us..
See the handprint? Yes it's CHARCOAL and we were not the only two who were victims of the charcoal attack. Jiaxin seems pretty happy about it though..
Okay nevermind I shall be a good sport and SMILE since I did enjoy myself :D
Jiaxin, Shazni and I with the classic Jiaxin pose.
On the third day we had a fire drill and then all those physical shit and we marched in the neighbourhood while we cheered and shouted. Something new? Haha but I think the camp really brought the leaders together again. Just too bad for those who chose to pon the camp :P
After cleaning up (:
Yep when we were released almost the whole leaders population went to JP to have lunch. My journey home was damn maluating.. I kept banging onto the shoulder of the person next to me!
So I chose not to train today and entertain the Best Friend Ariel Kwa. She is damn zi lian I'm telling you.
Pictures of Aragorn! (PS: He's wearing the BEE COSTUME that I bought from JB) SO CUTE RIGHT!
Someone shouted "Eh so cute! Xiao mi feng!"
Just talked to Neh for an hour and we were laughing at animals (internal joke) :D We're gonna mahjong overnight at her house soon! Shucks la we're all mahjong addicts!
I caught 65 planes already!
Sweet, sugar, candyman
YAY I'm finally done with the blogskin. I know people are gonna go "Like finally!" lol! Aye alot of effort put in okay! Still, both constructive criticism and generous praises are welcomed! :D
Don't think I should sleep now cos I definitely cannot wake up later at 6. See luh, I need to reach school at 8 must wake up 2 hours earlier. So poor thing right! But so bored nothing to do in this 1 hour or so. I shall watch Under the Canopy of Love! Watched it once in 06 and it's really nice! Esp the theme song! Must watch it's now on Chnl U on weekdays 7pm I think :D
Yes so after this I'll go on a 3 day hiatus as mentioned. Wish me luck :/
Put on your brake lights
You're in the city of wonder
I'm getting seriously and irrevocably hooked onto this game called MAHJONG. Stayed over at Shawn's house on Monday to play mahjong overnight. And guess who was the biggest winner! :D Could have won more if I didn't suka suka go and hu with a xiao niao with 2 and 3 tong. I guess I was on the verge of falling asleep.
Technically I have only today and Sunday before school starts and to get my ass down to complete that huge pile of undone homework and to set my body alarm right again. Sigh.
Yeah OGL camp this Thursday, Friday and Saturday so I'll be on a three day hiatus don't miss me folks. Hope it'll be fun? Notice that I say this with a tinge of doubt. Shenn's in games and she's gonna be the screamer zzzomg why must they alws have haunted house.
Just received my latest timetable and it really sucks. I have only two lessons on Friday and yet I end at 12, and on Monday I freaking end at 4 cos of some CS lesson. One word - pon.
Woots I love my red hair (looks like dark brown actually :/)! Evelyn says I can wait to get caught lol.
School school school :/
She was hoping for a better world
For this little girl
But the apple doesn’t fall too far from the tree
Having a re-retest for Chemistry on the 6th. I think cos the re-exam wasn't official since we forced Mr Yuan to make it open-book. Long story.
Made my way to TPY library reluctantly and amazingly I found an empty table like wow. Okay a good start to the day. I was quite productive until Laopa came along and we keep pausing from doing our work to talk. But still, it wasn't that bad.
Okay this may seem weird to some but even though there will be no consequences for doing badly this time, I've decided to study hard for this re-retest. I mean, it just sucks to know you could've done better, only if you'd put in the right amount of effort.
I guess that applies to training too huh. Swam __x___ again today. Stopped alot of times as usual but at least I was trying k. PS: Emily please please please let WS go on a trip to Pulau Tioman!
Yeah and for those who still don't know, I'm in SCDC for the coming orientation camp zzz. Don't start laughing at me okay. I hope I'm in deco and not the mass dance. I'll just humiliate myself once more.
So, the idea of it being a new year has finally reached me. This holiday really rocks. There has never been a more fruitful holiday in my entire life, till now. Played ALOT. Like seriously alot. It felt like I could just quit school any moment. But don't be mistaken. I'm not tied down by school but that doesn't mean I don't take my academic performance seriously. Play hard, work hard? (:
58 planes
And now I'm sick inside
Yeah it makes me wanna cry
I'm so sorry about last night
Yeah it happened so fast
I wanted it to last
In the moment it felt so right
But now I'm sick inside
Attempted to start on work today at Jacky's house after meeting up with Milly, David, Ruby and Evelyn. Did a few questions of Chem.. And when I say a few I really mean a few. Well I was multitasking! What'd you expect? Shall try again tmrw.
My brain's dead and I am absolutely reluctant to start school.
Who am I trying to kid? A wounded soul will never heal.
我没看过他那样的眼神，也没看过他对我的态度那么冷淡。怎么办，他不再爱我了。