Tuesday, December 30, 2008
2:24 AM
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
Just came back from Emily's house after passing to her the bee costume and socks that I bought for Aragorn and Ariel respectively. Unexpectedly ended up playing mahjong at her house, and unexpectedly won money. We were playing with the experts know, we just got lucky (:
Bannister house comm party/gathering tmrw. It's all the way at Boon Lay and it's potluck. Don't blame me if the food gets cold! I'm quite lazy to travel also actually, since I've finished reading New Moon.
Looking at my January schedule I think I'm not gonna be free in a very long time :/ 4 out of 5 saturdays are used for OGL prep. Waste time only.. Means lesser working time = lesser money to spend ): Roars!
So 2008 is coming to an end. Feeling abit nostalgic. Been through alot. Learnt alot. Cheesy as it may sound, it happens. C'est la vie (: And thus.. I shall warmly welcome year 2009!
Yeah and I've been thinking for a long time and maybe it's time to change a template! Take a vote people!
Will heal. Will heal. Will get better.
Yeah it happened so fast
I wanted it to last
In the moment it felt so right
But now I'm sick inside
It feels like ages since I've blogged. Tons of things had happened within this short period of time! Just got back from JB with the Streetwave people (the 4 dua taos, Laopa, Evelyn and Milly). We've got some education minister asking us to promote to schools! Yeah let's backtrack from here.
Wednesday
Emily's christmas party. Well Emily put Jialong and I in charge of games, and it was srsly damn impromptu. Met alot of people that I've not seen for a long time, like Justin Chua, Ellis, Justin Lim, Reuben, Kelvin, Edwin etc and I must say they've changed quite abit!
Thursday
Jim's christmas party. Easy to sum up. Lunch Mahjong Swave Mahjong Dinner Mahjong Watchtv Mahjong Sleep Mahjong Mahjong Mahjong Eat. It's my first time playing and I've played for more than 24 hours. Oh. My. God. Was one of the last few to sleep and it was like 6 in the morning! And I told Jialong I'd sleep for 5 mins and in the end it became 5 hours lol!
Friday
The timing felt weird. Maybe cos we slept too late. After leaving Jim's house, I went home to bathe and then went for Streetwave bbq! The food was awesome! And guess what! It was mahjong, again (:
Saturday
Planned to go for training after swave practice at DG but then I slipped and landed HEAD-FIRST! There's honestly something wrong with my board. Hurt like hell okay ): Got a big bump on my head! Stayed over at Weiting's house to prepare for today!
Yeah so that's basically what happened the past few days. It felt quite weird to not be online for sucha long time! Anyway, Shenn's coming back tmrw! :D
Every song, every place, every incident that reminds me of the past simply just rips the unhealed wounds open again. And it hurts. Just as badly as before. I've changed. You've changed me. I need time. But I'm not sure how long. Not sure how long I can keep up with this. Yet again. But I understand.
I close the door
Like so many times,
So many times before
Recently I've been sleeping at weird timings. I wonder how I'm gonna revert back to normal sleeping time for school. Plus there's a Chem retest and OGL meeting on 6th Jan omg die.
Finally settled WS presents, I've discovered my love for wrapping LOL! Quite looking forward to the party and maybe countdown? Bought a red tazmanian tshirt intentionally for the party and another blue donald top, well at least I put in the effort to adhere to the theme of red and white kay :P Yeah yeah I knw its excuses.
Okay I shall make myself go to sleep now, and enjoy the RAIN (:
Superstar,
Where you from? How's it going?
I know you, gotta clue what you're doing
You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here
But I know what you are, what you are baby
Sunday's Yishun pool carnival was the usual. At least I got darker :D After that we had nothing to do so Minhui, Jialong and I wanted to go to the Sembawang shopping centre that's gonna reopen after renovations cos we thought Daiso was open. In the end we tio scam cos its not done yet and so we wanted to go to Thomson Plaza.
So what happened was, when we were on the bus, we saw the people who were running with Mr Kwa around Yishun camp area and we waved like crazy but they didn't see. So we decided to stop at a bus stop to surprise them. Their reactions all damn funny! In the end we met up with them for dinner at Northpoint. "Aiya anyway got concession!" -Minhui
Ran out from the house after 2 rounds of quarrelling with the Mom. Quarrelled about everything that we ever quarrelled about. Was super pissed and didn't pick up her phone calls and everything. Thanks Laopo for putting me up for the night!
Met up with the rest to go to DG for Twilight and when we were queuing for the tickets I received a call from the Sister. Turns out the Mom and her went back to the Converse warehouse sale to get me a pair of sneakers and a jacket. Everyone was saying that was to bribe me to go home lol.
Twilight was disappointing. Important details were missed out and some parts were either modified or very brief. To think I was so excited about it >:[ But for the first time in sucha long time there was so many people! Minhui PC Alvin Xiaoqing Huabin Huajian Jialong Zhenhao Jim and Melissa.
Bought Max's (Mortal for WS christmas party) present, and helped the rest find other people's present at the bazaar and in PS. I think almost half of Dec I've been in PS, I will she bu de the Toysrus people ):
Joined Laopa Jiaxin Evelyn Milly for swaving and then David treated us to dinner at Manhatten's Fish Market. Bill was $150+?! Haha thanks for the treat man :P Yeah then it ended up with Evelyn and I getting laughing fits. Lasted for like 20 mins and we were DAMN BLOODY LOUD and we were damn hysterical! Long time nv laugh so uncontrollably already my eyes were TEARING lol.
Laopa is influencing me to buy another pair of Braziliano Praia sandals :/ And I've gotta admit she's getting pretty good at it.
See all those guys wanna come treat you right
Cause ya sweeter than apple pie
Everything that you want you got
Girl you know that you need to stop
Just returned from Danzation. Evelyn was SURE surprised WE went! She hugged me damn long when we went to find her during the break and then the toilet queue was staring. Okay so it's like, I bought the tickets long long ago, when she hadn't asked us about it. Then recently there was this convo:
Evelyn: I very sad leh, 21st then can see you all ):
Me: (Act blur + um chio) HUH WHY?
Evelyn: Cos exams and my performance
Me: Orh nvm la another day call you out for breakfast!
.. And similar ones like this, asking Darren and David if we were going to watch.
Yeah there was Darren, David, Milly, Sky, Ken, ALVIN TSANG and I! Gave Christine, Euminl and Evelyn sunflowers and an additional piglet balloon for her (: Many schools and street dancers participated also, like 300+ people on stage at the ending. Awesome show! :D
And after that after fussing around whether to watch Ip Man all of us went to eat steamboat instead! LOL talk about dieting. And finally they've decided to confess that they lied to me and I'll be going to JB with them on the 28th afterall, which I already knew beforehand. Too bad, plan failed nehnehnipoopoo.
Okay another hectic week up ahead (not as if I wasn't busy all the time).
Saturday - Work & training
Sunday - Yishun pool swim carnival
Monday - Twilight with Minhui and the rest
Tuesday - Work & probably packing overnight
Wednesday - Shopping with Kelly and WS christmas party
Thursday - Christmas party at Jim's
Friday - Streetwave bbq
Saturday - Work & training
Sunday - JB :D
Wow.
I've started on New Moon and I really want to kill Edward Cullen. How could he just leave Bella like that, she's like a living dead now :/ I swear I almost cried. But so dumb I normally don't cry while reading books.
"As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget." How very apt. But her Edward Cullen is gonna come back, mine isn't. Ever.
I don't wanna dream about,
All the things that never were
And maybe I can live without,
When I'm out from under
I don't wanna feel the pain,
What good would it do me now?
I'll get it all figured out,
When I'm out from under
I don't know why but I'm feeling annoyed and especially irritable tonight. And I don't like people to copy >:[
Watched City of Ember with long-time-no-see Calvin, training, then Shenn's house for a sleepover (that was srsly impromptu) yesterday. Well you see, she just returned from Korea and she's gonna leave for Spain. Tonight.
So I, YES ME, packed her luggage for her cos she's sucha lazy ass and just dumps everything into the bag without folding. Watched Mulan 2 again and then fell into our slumbers. Received the Levi's shoes from her (Absolutely love it!) Thanks alot! :D
Oh yes and Daphne gave me star-ry stuff for christmas! Thanks! Really appreciate the thought also cos we aren't really close (:
Work today was fun. Talked alot more to Kelly and Linda (: And Kelly brought me around the clothes bazaar that opened this week. Really nice people. Oh and I saw alot of people today while working. Unexpected visit from SA polo guys. And a screaming Felissa :P
Tmr's gonna be exciting. Someone is SO gonna cry :P
1. The person who tag you is?
Tan Weiting Wendy
2. Your relationship with him/her?
She's my dad.
3. Your 5 impression of him/her?
1) Loanshark
2) Act cool buay cool
3) The most dependent dad
4) Basketball
5) Jay Chou
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for with u?
Let me see her cry. That sure was memorable.
5. The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
Eh go away lah I want to sleep.
6. If he/she becomes ur lover, things he/she has to improve on?
Err, she's my dad? Maybe her punctuality (:
7. If she/ he become ur enemy, you will?
Chop her to bits and pieces and eat her up (And ya where's no. 8?)
9. What is it you want to tell her now?
Thanks for tagging me, I really appreciate it. And I hope you sense my sarcasm (where is no. 10?!)
11. How do u think ppl ard u will feel ard you?
Quiet.
12. The character you love of urself are?
Sociable?
13. On the contrary, the character u hate yourself are?
My sensitivity
14. The most ideal person u want to be is?
I'd still prefer being myself.
15. For ppl that care n like u, say something to them:
Yo whassup?
16. Pass this quiz to 10 ppl that u wish to know how they feel about.
I am SO not mean muahahaha. Esti Minhui Xiaoying Jacky Shenn Jiaxin Damien Alvin David Evelyn
Part (B)
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. Do you have secrets?
Duh.
2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
No.
3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Don't know.
4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
SHOP!
5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Do you mean Ariel Kwa?
6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Yeah how about both?
7. Give one reason why you love your significant other if you have one, one day.
Errrr there's no telling is there?
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Cry. LOL
9. What is the first thing you want to do when you’re legal?
DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE DRIVE
10. What would you do if your significant other if you have one day cheats on you?
Cry again.
11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Earning BIG BUCKS! YEAH!
12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Family and friends.
13. How many times your heart has been broken?
I don't know.. check the hospital records?
14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Single and rich.
15. Love at first sight.
Yep.
16. If you’re attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Cry some more.
17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Most probably.
18. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
No fight. Friends.
19. Do you believe that there’s “True Love”?
Yep.
Love me, hate me
Say what you want about me
All of the boys and all of the girls
Are begging to if you seek Amy
Just returned from Mediacorp! Was there to watch CSS 3 opening. Omg Yoga Lin was there! His singing is AWESOME! Okay so the opening was for the 12 contestants to pair up or group up with the prev season's contestants to sing and after that they're supposed to present to us something they're good at. There was Thai boxing (by a girl o.0), gu zheng, dancing, opera singing, rubik's cube and alot more.
Yep there were like 8 girls and 4 boys. One of the guys was a malay! And he can sing really well too. The xiao di di was really cute. His voice haven't break yet and he can reach damn high. Sugianto, Pornsak and Li Teng were REALLY hilarious too.
Well the only thing that was bad was the sitting there for a good 6 hours. Plus I was late and I left early. Just imagine!
Okay I've done my new year shopping yesterday with Minhui. I think the last time the both of us had a chance to be by ourselves is like, last year lol. And sorry I kept ps-ing you due to the change of my work schedule -glares at David. Glad we had fun :D So now the remainder of Nov's pay and the coming Dec's pay can be used solely on PLAYING!
I can't take it any longer
Thought that we were stronger
All we do is linger
Slipping through our fingers
My bill shot up to $80 this month and because I overshot by SO much I've gotta pay that myself. Shit.
Swam, sauna-ed, watched Bolt and shopped with Shenn Tan today! Eh honoured anot whole day dedicated to you leh! Bolt's an awesome movie! I kept laughing at the hamster. Now I really seriously want a dog. Wanted to eat xiao long bao at ding tai fung also but there was this damn long queue so next time then!
Went to Darren's house after that to help pack boards. They've finally arrived! And Champ don't want to let me pat her. Sucha fierce dog! I almost got bitten. Getting bitten by dogs twice in a year ain't funny.
And I don't know why but I'm freaking tired. Maybe cos Li Wenfeng stayed out till 1am. Or maybe cos she woke up at 9am today. Miracle.
Been feeling lost, can't find the words to say
Spending all my time, stuck in yesterday
Streetwave is having mini chats on facebook recently. Quite hilarious sometimes yknw. And one by one all falling sick. First was Sky, then me, then Evelyn, Alvin and now Jiaxin and David also. I think we spread to one another lol.
Gonna help Huahui hang up banner tmrw in the morning! Super last minute Shermi said she didn't know how to tie the knots so Superhero Anges to the rescue. Okay I'll shut up about that. Too bad orange bowl's not open (that's for sure). Yeah then packing at Darren's house later on before going for training.
And I haven't been hitting the books for eons. Oh my god I think I forgot everything someone please I BEG YOU PULL ME TO BURY MY HEAD IN THOSE BOOKS (or lecture notes wdv). Need to do well for all those block tests so that I can safely put aside J1 stuff for the time being and concentrate on learning, sad to say, new stuff. Ugh this is SO pointless.
Okay the Bakugan craze is fading off me. The storyline is quite rubbish and illogical and each time there's a new battle I don't understand the game all over again. Yeah but the Bakugans are still so funny :D
I want to eat fried mars bars with chocolate ice cream. Nvm the next time I'll be working at DG would be Thursday. Then I can help myself to more Chippy (:
You think you know me
But you don't really know who I am
Have been working consecutively for 4 days now! BTSC's one was uh, 4 words, leng leng qing qing. Lol. Met Zhong Yangzhi when I just happened to rush in for some aircon so qiao! Ya he was gonna play pool or sth. Played with this cute little girl called Valerie. Carried her and played on the board. Yeah she was enjoying while I took some time to realise that it's actually super tiring to do that.
So that was friday. Saturday was spent at ECP! Lots of people requested for training. Actually right, I see no point cos can learn by yourself. But obviously can't tell that to customer la. The 4 dua tao sure kill me. Training after that. Aragorn is still as cute as ever :D
Sunday was spent at DG's Geoffrey's Bazaar. There's this cashier called Jinghui who wants to come to JJ! Shopped for Loy Boon Yin's present. Got a tote bag and a coin purse thingy. Hope she likes it man. Bought with my hard-earned money okay! See I'm such a nice sister! :P
So Shenn's back and she's gonna fly to Spain again soon. Some friend loh, at first plan with me go zoo, birdpark, night safari, underwater world, singapore flyer then in the end fly to Korea and Spain by herself.. LOL kidding la! Haven't gotten a chance to meet up with her yet. Her netball camp's from 9th to 11th. So I'm only getting to see her on the 12th. Swimming + tanning + sauna-ing + gyming + very very nice food = 2 very happy girls :D Well just that we were thinking of dieting by drinking just juice for meals. I think by the second day I'll just give up.
Yeah so its officially 9th December now so Happy Birthday Annis Loy!
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place
My account is "temporarily unavailable due to site maintenance" at Facebook so here I am blogging. Doesn't matter cos I've finished my 10 races in the wee hours of the morning for Pet Society.
Okay yes. Work's at ECP consecutive 3 days in a row! Rocks! (esp when it doesn't rain) Oh yes and I've got a pay rise! :D Yay I sure am glad! Surprise for someone on the 19th Dec! I think she will cry. Trust me lol.
Bakugan is addictive. Now don't kill me (: <- my sweetest smile ever
And so, I'm an epitome of sadness. I know that and I know that it'll never change.
I've forgotten the feeling of euphoria. Everything is a facade. My whole life is lived a masquerade. I'm sick of being so good at acting happy. I'm sick of acting. Why am I so tied down. Why am I so affected each time it's about this. Why do I even have to bother. Why am I like this. Why.
I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
So, 4th December's over (:
Many thanks to these people: Dad Mom Annis Fengru Jinghui Jacky Damien Jason Siowyu Weien Huabin Weiling Monica Esti TanYiling Evelyn Weiting David Mark Jim Yangyang Junhao Alvin Waitsz Liyi Xianghui Jiaxin Harkhui Kahyee SHENN[: Shazni Yangzhi Minhui Darren Felix Yeekeat Enid Maple Xuezhen Hanisah Theresa MelissaWong Faris Milly Kemin Huier Huilin SereneSeow Yihui Charissa Jiaxuan MelissaChua Michael Christy Sherman Sally CheongYiling PanXinyi MelissaChua Jieying Chingkit Shanshan RachelNg
It's seriously not fun being sick on your birthday but oh wells these people sure made my day!
Hour Negative 8
Fengru and Jinghui called me out to town. Well they gave me a surprise when we were having some drinks and Fengru was commenting about this Ang Moh behind me having nice hair. I can't believe I fell for it. Anyway they were the first! Pleasant surprise (: Walked around for awhile and did the usual window shopping we do (haha) and then parted to go home.
Hour Negative 2
Okay so Shenn and the others were coming back from Korea! Like finally. So Jacky, Damien and I decided to go pick them and ton at the airport. At 23:57 Jacky was walking super fast to the Prima Deli saying he wanted something to eat. I was seriously damn gullible and I thought: Wah why he so hungry.. Damien still asked Jacky if he wanted to go to the toilet and then they gave me a surprise! The cheese swiss roll thing was damn nice [: Damien bought this Donald puppet for me! :D Did many crazy AND embarrassing stuff, which they kept laughing at me UNTIL now. Waited for the people to come out and I swear Shenn was in hysterics. Oh ya and we got chased out of the hotel lobby at 2am while watching movies and we ate laksa at 3am in the morning :D
Hour 6
Was on my way home from the airport, just to return there in a few hours time. Well okay it wasn't a futile trip I got home to bathe and change. Met up with the rest.
Hour 9
All of us were at the airport to send Yiling off to HongKong. She's having some taitai life with her aunts. Abandon her parents in Singapore.. Tsk naughty. Had breakfast at Ya Kun and headed to Tampines Mall in the hopes of catching Hai Jiao 7 Hao. So, we kinda wasted our time at Tampines Mall cos it wasn't screening there and finally decided to go off to Anchorpoint for Disney Lunch! The whole atmosphere was damn cute :D Mickey shaped pizzas, Mickey shaped bread, BLUE Mickey chairs :D PLUS the right people! Window shopped with them as well. Ceci went to try the TKGS uniform-like dress. Suits her more lorh! And Siowyu did a pedicure with us all staring lol! Plus they made a blog with messages dedicated to me! Not revealing it here cos there's too many unglam photos of me. Kidding la it's PRIVATE :D
Hour 18
Mom came to pick me and we went to Turf City for dinner. Seafood without spice is like humans without water. Can't do without it. But bo bian since my whole mouth hurts. Dad had to suffer along with me hahahaha no spicy food :D Bill was !@$&$#& amazingly expensive. Thanks Dad (:
Hour 20
Slept. Like. A. Pig.
(Self-explanatory)
7 of you <3
Hey dear friends, my sincere apologises for being sucha spoilsport today. I wasn't really feeling that well but I'm glad we all had fun! We've been through alot together, the good and the bad. I miss Huahui days. I miss staying late in SN with you all. All these have become memories and we can only look back every now and then, but I agree with Weiting! We shall create more memories and our friendship shall prevail :D
Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe
Omg I feel super accomplished! Project Camaraderie in progress [:
Visited Laopa today for awhile at Dhoby Ghaut. Wasn't able to accompany her for dinner. Having to go through a day with sore throat + cough + stomach cramps ain't an easy feat. Why must I be a girl why why why.
Shenn's coming back soon!
I've finished Digimon Tamers. Almost cried like some baby at the last episode. So sad la omg. Now I wanna watch Bakugan :D
In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away
Just got home from 12 hours of promoting at Geoffrey's Bazaar at Dhoby Ghaut. A few hours into the event and I was complaining to Laopa that I felt like I was gonna die of hunger, dehydration and fatigue. My fault for sleeping so late and not eating before I went. Anyway made new friends from Forum and Suntec Toysrus.
Laopa accompanied me for lunch and Zhong Yangzhi accompanied me for dinner. Tio scammed by all these "so-called" friends. Laopa still say "budget", like real lorh! Unexpectedly met Jiaxin! Laopa came back after her gathering with her friends to accompany me home :D
Felt so weird today cos David was saying "try not to promote so well", mainly cos the sales are soaring exponentially and there's limited stock in the whole of Singapore. 7 boards sold per day per outlet, if averaged out. Glad we're doing so well :D So, I'm paid to "not promote so well".. This is abit confusing (:
Wahlao the Sister is going to be in sports class next year. Never even tell me?! Wth. I sure hope she doesn't get influenced and become arrogant. I didn't imply anything about sports class. I really didn't. And I hope you caught that sarcasm too.
Watched Digimon Tamers for quite awhile now. And now I'm into that Bakugan thing. Streetwave people are calling me a traitor?! But srsly, do try to stop me from doing anything rash. That Bakugan thing is like, damn ex.
I WANT TO GO TO JB >:(
Which reminds me, I should be sending in feedback.
It's past twelve so Happy Birthday Jiaxin! <3