Wednesday, July 30, 2008
10:56 PM
I'm hurt but I'll be fine
Put your fist in the air
Raise your voice and declare
Singing "We don't care!"
(We don't care!)
I'm falling into relapses of this. Over and over again. When I tell myself I made it, I'm at pinnacle-high, the next moment I can fall back to rock-bottom.
Wrong.
I'm tired of this Game of Pretend.
I really want them to sack PLow. He irks me ttm. What kind of lousy teaching. Come into class, flash the tutorial with the visualiser as if we don't have it and say never to quarrel with girls cos you will lose. Of course you will lose. I argue with the facts, not like you.
Studied for thermal physics, and still failed. Maybe I'm just not cut out for this. Promos in less than 2 months time. I'll need all the luck anyone can give.
Highly irritable tonight. For some reason.
That's what you get when you let your heart win
Today's Chem lecture was rather happening. Our lecture group was making a huge din in the LT then the lecturer got so impatient she stopped talking/explaining and started clicking away, not giving us enough time to copy the solutions to the examples. Then we all got so frustrated and this guy started to clap. I think her blood boiled even more then she called another teacher to get the boy to conduct the lecture. That guy super GL la! Still show middle finger leh (of course not to the teacher la, or else he'll be in deep shit).
Yep so he flashed the slides that we missed and brought his own notes to copy also, didn't really mind la. Wasted half an hour just like this. But was quite funny at some point. Never will you find such an incident occuring anywhere else.
Just ranted quite abit somewhere else. Yes for those people who know, its my virtual hideout (: Never really reveal anything much there anyway.
Rah just being random. Ang Weien, Tan Weiting, Lim Siowyu, Maple Lim, Tan Yiling, Cecilia Foong and Esti Jenita, if you guys are reading this, I MISS US, I MISS YOU GUYS LOADS. Like really alot alot. Hurry set a date for our dinner k!
39 aeroplanes!
& remember me tonight
When you’re asleep
11am on a Monday morning and I'm at home! Well I'm not sick la, just that when it was 7.30am I was still on the expressway to school, then I told my dad about having to be detained at the conference room until 2pm foregoing lessons if I was late, then he said: "Okay la, U-turn then we go home." Many thanks to this stupid policy that I'm missing school today.
These few days were energy draining I swear. First time in 13236456812 years I've been to all three trainings for a week. And I turned up for beach training k! Great accomplishment, even though when training started I was still in bed :X
Friday night was spent in school for Banni camp, yet again. Don't keep asking me why I have so many camps. Yeah explored many unknown places of the school, had H2H talks with some people. But everyone was very bu shuang cos got ________. World wide web uh, not convenient to say much.
Alright let's talk about Sunday! Emily and Mr Kwa actually brought Ariel down! Minhui and I carried her onto the surfboard and brought her far out to the wavebreaker :D She can be quite cute at times la. Yesterday she kept asking me to go and catch fish to put in this plastic bottle. She filled it with sand, seaweed and water to make it look like an aquarium lol.
Yup after that we headed to eat, then proceeded to Emily's house for the long awaited Aragorn's birthday party! Well WS was the first to arrive. Played some bonding games after much persuasion and nagging by Em, which turned out to be damn fun! Esp the mine game. Oh ya and I finally got my beach cap! :D Food turned out to be great. Then came the cutting cake session, accompanied with taking many photos cos apparently someone likes to camwhore :P
After awhile Xiaoying&Xiaoqing's mom carried out a black forest cake and we all started singing a second time, this time for Xiaoqing :D She had a hard time blowing off the candles cos they bought the type that can relight on its own lol. Then they started playing with cream and her whole face was filled with it. I wasn't involved k! Though I was involved in the ice fight thereafter :P Ya anyway glad she likes the presents (:
I caught 38 aeroplanes [:
Credit to Minhui my dearest Laopo!
A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people.
1. How has blogger changed your life?
Another place to rant.
2. Do you daydream and if you do what do you usually find yourself 'dreaming' about?
Hmm dreaming about being able to throw everything aside and go on a vacation!
3. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Used to want to be an interior designer. Not sure about now.
4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
Taiwan! Get to see alot of tw stars :P
5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
A balance of both?
6. What is your opinion on eating meat?
Too much makes me fat hahah!
7. Do you trust easily?
Very. (claudia changed the question!)
8. choose between thongs or g-string?
Thongs definitely, is there a need to ask!
9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Ya lor, eat so much and grow so fat.
10. What is your worst quality?
Thinking too much lol!
11. (denise changed this) What is happiness?
Its something which you're experiencing when you find yourself smiling for no reason (:
12.(Minhui changed this) What is love to you?
"When we say 'Bye' and never manage to hang up"
13. What do you wish to change about yourself?
Not to give up on things so easily.
14. What would you do if you won the lottery?
Definitely not save. Mr Bryan Lai said its a loser mentality lol!
15. Would you rather be in a happy marriage and poor or a bad marriage and rich?
Happy and poor.
16. Before you go to sleep, what do you usually think about?
I'll think about not wanting to wake up early the next morning.
17. What question do you want to know the answer to?
Which came first the hen or the egg?
18. Do you believe in fate?
Yes.
19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?
NOOOO siao.
20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender?
Heh I'm not them I wouldn't know! I think probably something that starts with an A.
The 8 people!
Errr don't wanna tag la. Whoever feels like doing it then lol.
Wondering what went wrong
Wondering just how long the road ahead will be
Joy has compromised
Dotting all the I's, crossing the T's
Finally trained abit yesterday, only while sprinting, cos during the sets I was dying. Almost met Emily's target for me. Well, can alws try again. While I was swimming all the DJ Max songs were playing in my head. Lol addicted le.
Mr Koh almost "dissolved" the guy's bball team due to something that happened ytd. Like omg la scared me during assembly. Yeah due to that training was cancelled today and I think we're meeting up tmrw to discuss about such matters. Luckily he gave them a second chance, but heard that they're unable to train in school? Like huh -.-
The only thing that doesn't change is change itself. I've changed. Way too much till I don't recognise myself anymore. Not everything in this world can be explained, and I can't explain myself this time.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish
I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
Went for Trilympics on Saturday, left halfway for training and went back to stay overnight. Didn't sleep a wink, was playing DJ Max :D and a variety of card games. Mr Choo taught us two damn fun games. And I can play a lvl 12 song now!
Watched The Dark Knight with liang jie mei after Chemistry MCQ test. Was a mad rush la, wasted alot of money cos we cabbed to cwp in the hopes of catching the 6pm slot but we reached at around 6.20 and the queues were ______ long. Yeah we were that suay, the cab fare was $18 :/ So we caught the 7pm slot instead, which also means no student price lol. Nvm it's worth watching damn nice! :D The joker was damn scary I swear. I think the plot of the movie's not bad, cos the joker's ultimate motive was just simply to bring out the evil side of people, and not really to harm anyone.
Oh ya I caught Sunday's incredible tales for Ariel Kwa my bestfriend! Such a big sacrifice okay! But halfway very anticlimax I was super scared lol. She appeared at the end when it wasn't scary can! But I endured throughout the show so its an accomplishment I don't careeeee.
Aragorn's birthday celebration's this Sunday! Yes the cutey's turning 1! Xiaoqing's turning 14 soon too (: Can't wait man! Before that gotta eat lesser, I'm eating so much nowadays la omg :/
Alright I'm gonna edit my EOM for the last time then go study for Maths le. Differentiation's my ultimate faveee :D Hope the differentiation and product rule songs are of use to S21 tmrw (:
I caught 32 aeroplanes! :D
& so what if I ____ ___
It's time to be a big girl now
& big girls don't cry
Rah got caught for my skirt again. That Bikila teacher honestly recognises me la. Next time I shall detour when I want to go buy food, or just go sizzling ice or cookie house. For heaven's sake I do not fold my skirt. Zzz.
GP paper 2 was a disappointment. Mental block then couldn't think of alternative words for paraphrasing :/ Nvm hope paper 1 pulls the marks up. Finally all CTs are over! The 8 of us are finally getting to eat our reunion dinner in celebration of the end of our CTs. Sorry luh made you all wait so long, my school has this weird staggered timetable.
Hmm well, rushed down to ECP after the paper. Both Gin and Lin were working! Gossip session :D We were being super childish and vandalising the check-out board. I think the others will get a shock tmrw haha!
Gotta be in school by 9 tmrw for a 3 hour briefing (?!) then go to tpy for Trilympics. Omg I freaking stay in amk please don't torture me ): Still going for training leh I think I will die.
Oh anyway event list for Lifesaving Nats is out! THANK YOU EMILY I LOVE YOU! No more ironwoman!!! :D:D:D:D:D But still gotta run in relay. Surely will pull the team down la hello?! Nvm I will turn up for more beach trainings, say this Sunday? Dearest Emily wants everyone to take part in Standard Chartered. At least 10km run leh. Don't do this to meeeeeee ):
Really. Very. Childish. Stop behaving like kids. "The lust for power would lead to a person's downfall." (Brings back Macbeth from O lvl Literature lol) Don't care la. Act blur is the best.
Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
&promises, are meant to be broken
Now I'm gonna get through today
& there's one thing I know
So, SA got 3rd for water polo. While being an imposter clad in my Hose tshirt, I was silently wishing I was there playing for them. Oh well. They put up a good fight, but luck wasn't much on their side. They managed to have lots of chances to score, but the attackers kept hitting the rim of the goalpost instead, what a pity. Olow was hugging me while crying, and my heart went all out to her. I actually felt stronger than I thought I would for the team. NVM my friends, win back your title next year :D
After that I suddenly missed playing team sports. So I made my decision (:
Was being super random today during chem lecture then I smsed my mom telling her I was craving for sushi and she got me californian hand rolls! :D Satisfied my Fancy gems craving on Tuesday also! (:
Anyway my phone's back, and it's gotta be sent back for repair again. Why did I drop it Zzzz. Yeah so it's been reformatted. Lost everything inside that's not stored in the memory card. Its fate, I guess. Oh man my pokemon silver :/ So wasted!
I just don't understand how people can be so insensitive and immature. There is a need to learn how to put personal feelings aside when dealing with other official stuff, and how not to aggravate the situation as such. It's something very trivial, don't exaggerate. And there are many different approaches to solve a problem, being rigid and stubborn wouldn't help. Not at all.
On a lighter note, I've caught 9 aeroplanes [:
The best thing about tonight’s that
We’re not fighting
It couldn’t be that we have been this way before
Today's word: cupidity, noun
Eager or excessive desire, especially for wealth; greed; avarice.
Hmm don't know how to use lol.
Ushering today at NTU was tiring, nevertheless fun :D Haha well maybe I was tired cos I stayed up till 2:30 to study Econs! I feel super accomplished :D Rushed back to school for Econs lecture, and then went to the library to supposedly study for GP, ended up sleeping lol. BUT GP today was good (: The topic I picked was on cosmetic surgery, forgot the exact question. Hopefully that'll be able to pull up my C grade, but it's abit too early to say anything.
Originally wanted to get the Timbuk2 bag but the shipping alone costs SGD $50, which I can do alot with, so I decided to save up for a Tagger bag instead! No shipping required, just need to head down to Vivo :D Hopefully I can get it soon.
Suddenly feel like eating Fancy Gems! Yknw those small biscuits with the colourful sugar icing on top :D That day while working, Gin suddenly took out a packet of those. Brings back childhood memories haha!
Lifesaving Nats' dates have been confirmed. Many changes were made this year, like still waters is before open waters, and open waters now have heats and finals. I've got another 7 weeks to train for my dreaded beach event. 6 weeks for the others in pool which I do not even know them myself.
Banni breakfast and study session tmrw! Finally a full gathering ever since the people who went to Zhejiang came back! Someone must be damn damn happy omg eew.
Didn't get my phone back today, queue was damn freaking long. Anyway Da Jie told me that my phone may be reformatted. Which means, everything that's not saved in the SIM card/memory card will be lost forever. God's will, maybe. Maybe I'm really supposed to forget.
Bu yao ku. Bu ke yi ku.
& I'm here to sing
About the things that mattered
Today's word: puerile, adjective
Displaying or suggesting a lack of maturity; juvenile; childish.
Yay Laopo and I got matching jackets last night! What's more it's a damn good deal! Damn happy :D Before that we went into this shop selling cute stuff and we stayed there for damn long. Bought cute stickers just in case I need it to cheer anyone up :D Definitely not being puerile okay! Haha well it's been long since the two of us had time to ourselves! Again soon? (;
Finally got to train abit last night. Only skip 2 training sessions then I feel so bu zi zai alrdy. Maybe cos that day I dreamt that I came in last for ironwoman. Ohmy imagine the horror :/
Oh yeah, I'm getting my phone back today. Like FINALLY!
Hmm something to ponder about, bball, or not? I really don't know.
K la I shall not let that bother me for now. Shall study Econs and Chemistry :D
Don't give up. Please.
I can do this on my own
And if I fall, I'll take it all
It's so easy after all
To improve my ever-deteriorating vocabulary, I've come up with a plan which is to have a word-of-the-day starting today, and use it in my entry if possible (:
Word of the day: propound, transitive verb
To offer for consideration; to put forward; to propose
Omg week 4 is approaching! Want to study but weekend's schedule is quite packed. Haven't been training for a week so tmrw die also must go. Must must MUST! Rushed down to ECP to collect my pay check(!) after this 3-hour-long econs lecture. I swear I almost died halfway. Couldn't absorb anything anymore for the last half an hour.
Didn't consider it as working today, was damn late then also bu hao yi si. Laopa conveniently handed me the keys when we packed up telling me to be early for work tmrw -.- Nvm anyway I planned to go down early tmrw to study at Macs.
Anyway S21 is fun shit okay! When you're with them life's never boring haha :D Everyone please DIAM (inside joke) [: Looking forward to watching The Dark Knight with Liang Jie Mei, Kbox and pool with the bulk of them :D Looks like we're all beginning to accept Bryan :D
Design for grandstand has to be submitted soon, and I propounded that we cut out stars to suit the theme of this year's national day song! Okay la I know I'm biased cos they're like my favourite! But its constructive okay, I hope Zhaomian's idea of the qing tian wa wa will work. So cute la!
PV = nRT
PV = (N/NA)RT
PV = (R/NA)NT
PV = NkT
(Yay I can memorise! Credit to Mr Bryan)
ZZZzzz tired.
No, I won’t break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
Hello friends! Anges is STUDYING! Really cannot deny that Maths is afterall, still my ultimate fave [: I love differentiation, now people don't kill me, I really do! Found back my motivation (Sha Da Jie you know me best!)
Today Bryan asked me, Yangzhi and Jason to derive all the formulae for thermal physics and I realised, with a little effort on my part I could actually do it so easily. Maybe all along it wasn't because I couldn't. It's because I didn't want to put in the effort. And I realised its always the case (even during trainings). Well, then he gave us a small H2H talk after going through abit of thermal, and I've begin to see the light and finally accept his way of controlling our class. Not easy, really. He really deserves our respect.
I realised that, all the goals I set for myself before O lvls do not apply anymore. Really don't know what I want to do in the future. My ambitions keep changing lol! Nvm, set my goals first, I want my As back. I'll make sure I get them back.
Right, many things on hand. Week 4 IS THE KILLER WEEK. Monday we have GP CT Paper 1, Tuesday we have Econs CT, Chem energetics and alkanes lecture test, Wednesday's Physics A level SPA, Friday GP CT Paper 2. Gonna find time to go night study with Sheila and Huishan (I guess?) back in my 2nd home! BEST environment to study ever :D
Busy busy busy. No more mundane (: Now there's bball <3
Back on track [: Gambatte wenfeng!
Stay up till 4 in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
GP Teacher: When you're angry, your eyebrows will form 2 vertical lines called ...
Jason Tan: Asymptotes
Class roars with laughter
Well the answer she expected was "a frown" but I think EB got too carried away with maths lol.
Finally done with the @#$%^#$-annoying Bannister introductory video. Forgive me if it sucks.
Failed Physics overall. 40%, I rock.
Zhejiang people are coming back! Like FINALLY.
Macau? No? No. Sorry Yangzhi, anyway diam.
Self denial. The two words that never left me in any case of setback.
& everytime I see you it just serves as another painful reminder, that you're not, and never will be mine anymore.
Stay? Please.
And there's no more lies
In the darkness, there's light
And nobody cries
There's only butterflies
Today was the first time I got so worked up in ages. Was damn bloody pissed off when I realised my mom threw away some of my pinafores, like even though normally when she accuse me of stuff I also never get so heated up before. She clearly knows that I'm someone who won't bear to discard any of these items and she still did it without telling me la. RAH never mind la what can I do, thrown away long long time ago le :/
Anyway last night when I fell asleep for only around 20 mins then I "bei gui ya". Damn scary la I was screaming my lungs out and desperately trying and move but I couldn't. Also don't know if I was having a nightmare or something cos apparently my blanket fell off and some little girl put it back on for me, but it wouldn't have been possible so maybe it was just a nightmare. What's more my mom didn't hear a thing.
Went to Party World today with laopo and PC. Alvin pangseh, sleep like a pig. Finally got to sing! Though we didn't really get to sing our fill. Kbox the next time okay! Hopefully nothing crops up.
Oh anyway Damien introduced me to something damn interesting. Try spelling this phrase the other way round: "Was it a rat I saw?" Notice something? (: It's called a Palindrome, cool or what!
DCF is getting super cliche? The storyline so predictable la. Xiao Shu decides to go for the op, then even though they say its only 1% chance she'll regain her eyesight she will still regain it. Then she will choose Mi Qi Lin instead of Leng Lie. But I'll still watch it la, Da dong's cuter by the minute I think I'm not so crazy over Wuzun le hahaha.
Don't want school to starttttttt :[
& make it okay,
Omg demoralising la. Bryan just sent us an email attached with our Physics paper 2 results. Studied, and still failed. Maybe it’s really due to my incompetence. RAH! Never mind I shall talk about the other things that happened today.
First to rush out of class at 1.35, and because everything went so smoothly I was on the train at 2 already. Fast right! Then at around CCK I smsed Newton saying if I reached SN any later than 3 I treat her to ice tea. Then when I reached and went to the general office to look for her, it was 3 on the dot :D I think I’m getting better at this!
Chatted with more teachers on this trip back! Like Miss Fazi, Wang laoshi, Chen laoshi, Mrs Tan, Mdm Lee, Miss Prav, Miss Quek etc. All of them looked damn tired and are all super busy la. Maybe cos of the school’s 75th anniversary dinner the previous night ba. Showed Mrs Tan my PR1 and Maths CT and she didn’t ignore me [: Heh my only regret was not seeing Mrs Khong ): Nvm I’m going back soon again for my night study date with Sheila so can go find her!
Yups ate $1.50 orange bowl and drank ice tea! Fave combi! Then headed to Drama for xubie. Played the piano with Newton while the others were preparing! Missed times like that man! Particularly liked the lishi’s item! Super cute esp the waltz part! Watched Yellow’s xubie video and reminisced about the past, I MISS HUAHUI ): And I'm so glad I got to sing hui ge today again. Left very little people at the end but we sure were loud :D SN just makes me forget all the unhappiness, momentarily but good enough (:
After that the Reds went to Macs and crapped/gossiped/played/laughed, in other words we made a din la lol. I think we sat there for around 3 hours la! Lol then we all started to get scared when Newton started talking about being scared of rapists around her area lol! She even taught us how to defend ourselves, and wanted to use a lollipop to defend herself heh
-.- Oh oh and I managed to sell off ALL my pledge cards today! Thanks guys :D
Seriously miss everything about the school, be it the compound or school spirit, Mrs Goh(!), teachers, huahui, huahui friends, classmates, bball mates.. And remembering how I used to hate 3 Faith and slowly beginning to accept and love it, relating it to how I used to detest going to school at JJ. We all haven’t changed. Not abit (: And I know no matter what happens, I’ll have them to support me. Special thanks to Weien and Newton! I love you guys!
我努力想起你 笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你 再学会放弃
我不想忘记你 就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你 哭也没关系
用祝福和感激 勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定 虽然艰辛
我不说对不起
You wanna know more, more, more about me
I'm the one who's kicking the coke machine
Isn't this song familiar! Haha I thought of it randomly this morning [:
Alright time for Lucky 7 again!
#1 Aching all over due to the PT and the SPECIAL exercise!
#2 Haven't caught a single aeroplane! Only hear them never see them so not counted.
#3 I think I seriously need to get my phone fixed. I'm super irritated with the spare.
#4 Got caught for ponning CS and my CT actually supports us to pon lol.
#5 For the first time in so many weeks in JJ I got caught for my skirt length like err?!
#6 I miss SN friends and teachers! It's okay cos I'm finally getting to see them again tmrw (or strictly speaking, today)
#7 I feel like eating BBQ stingray! Omg fattttt
Haven't done this in a long time. I feel good cos I'm being random :D
& must it be like this?
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
The word 'busy' or even the word 'hectic' is an understatement to describe my life right now. Mundane's the word! Tests homework training school tests homework training school. Its seriously becoming a routine now la. Sigh, JC life. Laopo don't say huo gai!
Training today started out with PT, with Mr Kwa. Like omg kill me please! As usual I didn't do my squats, pushups and whatnot properly, so obviously kena picked on :P Eh I really cannot do squats la! Heh then after warmup as expected we did __x___. For some reason no matter how I kicked and pulled today I felt as if I wasn't moving at all. Well Jasmine said it was cos I didn't cool down after NUS. Then got pulled out by Mr Kwa to do some SPECIAL training to get my water feel back. Then for some other reasons I had to do 100 pushups Zzzz. Well, gotta train harder if I don't want that 38.. Mr Kwa said he'll make me do 35 :D
Well managed to sell a few pledge cards! I'm SO glad I remembered. Much thanks to the people who bought them from me (: Heh too bad Jialong! Oh yeah and today was one of the rare occasions that I joined them for dinner! (:
Did some SOUL SEARCHING today (really!) then I decided that I should be independent and start to go to school on my own. Oil price rising la. Heh that's not the main point. Should let Daddy rest more and wake up later. Yes shall surprise him tmrw!
I feel like going for a haircut! Like seriously seriously (omg I should stop saying that). I said that 23451045812543457819 times today I should really stop.
& I want to catch aeroplanes too! Then can make a wish when I catch the 100th (: So childish but I like (:
NUS 08! :D
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start
Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart
Alright quite a few things to mention. First and foremost, Bon voyage to the people leaving for Zhejiang later on at 1am! Planned to go send them off and stayover at the airport with Hanisah and Jiantao before going to school the next day but due to unforeseen circumstances the plans were cancelled Zzz. Was still looking forward to eating my Popeyes’. Heh anyway hope they have fun there (:
Saw Nat in school today. Was rather surprised! She took S21 guys for PC and like literally tortured them lol. Yep then after PC we chatted for awhile on the wall while the others were trying to figure out how to climb it. Did I forget to mention that I can climb that 2m wall? (: Anyway damn cool la I’ll be able to see her around for quite some time cos Uni having hols then she come back to JJ to teach.
Hmm we got back Maths CT today. Honestly if I went back to SN and showed Mrs Tan my CT I bet she won’t wanna talk to me. So disappointing. Cannot continue like that! I promise I promise that I will not sleep in lectures/tutorials and will pay attention!
Physics CT proved to be somewhat easy in the first part. It only dawned upon me that it was horror when I flipped to Section B. Just hope I pass, honestly.
Oh ya! Xubie’s postponed yet again to Friday! Woots many thanks to Laopa who took on my Friday shift at the stall (:
Women’s polo competition is on the 16th. Rah after school got stuff then don’t even know whether can rush there in time to support them. Anyway to Olow and Felissa, all the best okay jiayou in trainings! Will always support SA polo team (:
Choices come with consequences, and these are the consequences I must bear for the choice that I made.
& why are you regretting? You made a promise to set someone free so stick to it.
Don’t regret, cannot regret. Can do it, must do it. Go Anges (:
I want to SING :D Laopo I can't wait for Sunday!