Sunday, June 29, 2008
11:07 AM
& I’m so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Back from NUS invitationals! Yay great job WS! Esp Enid and Eugene who were commended by Emily to be the swimmers with the most progress (:
New teams were up this year and I was telling Pradeep this would soon be a JC thing instead. Cos the new teams consisted of MJC (good friends!), ACJC and this random group called Aquatic Masters. Then Sports Eagles changed their name back to YCK. Okay no comments. Politics.
For the past two years have been doing manikin tow with torpedo tube and fins but yesterday was the first time doing it with the open category. So many things cropped up in my only individual event la. Things like water entering my goggles when I plunged (luckily didn’t happen for any of the relays), and having difficulty clipping the torpedo tube. At the end my legs were so numb I couldn’t get out from the pool. Nvm la need to practise, there’s still nationals!
Yep and for our 4x50m obstacles WS Team A got first overall while we got fourth overall. We missed third placing by 4 seconds can! ): If only we each cut down by 1 second. Rah need to train need to train! Can cut down by that 4 seconds by nationals I hope (:
After that we all went to eat at some prata shop and I was glad we were all so light-hearted, like no stress whatsoever. Maybe cos this year Em didn’t stress on winning or beating some other team so we weren’t faced with that much stress. Also all the people in the team are close friends that wouldn’t let the team down. We all understand (:
Rah Econs market failure lecture test and Physics CT paper 1 and 2 in the same week. SOMEONE SAVE ME ):
Expectations come with disappointment. No expectations means no disappointment. Maybe I expected too much, that's why each time You failed me it felt like it hurt real bad. I just didn't wanna feel the pain anymore.
Maybe I’m just not the one that You are willing to love and care for.
& hope You're happier now
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
MY DEAR PHONE DIED ON ME :/ It's pms-ing cos I dropped it today! Yes so friends do forgive me if I ask you who you are cos some of your numbers are not saved in the SIM card. Rah I'm using the spare phone now then so not used to it.
Chem test was a disaster la like omg. Can totally get 1 out of that 20 marks cos of the 1st question on the definition of enthalpy change of combustion. Anyw my econs tutor ROCKS! Not being sarcastic I love her ttm! Complimented her voice ever since the start of JAE (:
Yep then initially I stayed in school cos I planned to chiong out the Chem TYS questions so that I won't get 1 AP mark deducted from this term and then go for econs lecture. Then Miss Janice Leong came to find me then I totally threw everything aside (: Ended up helping to write lyrics on mahjong paper for the China trip and stayed till school had to close.
Then damn funny la on the bus trip back. Dom was staring outside then happened to see Meiqin in her dad's car. So coincidental! The next time he stared at this Mac delivery guy on the m'cycle trying to jio a girl on the m'cycle next to his. Then we were staring and laughing for very long the girl smiled at us. Hilarious la! Dom and Gadis are the most embarrassing things!
NUS invitationals in a few hours time! Dang scared for finning! (Able to disclose our events already la the whole world got the event list). Yeah go WS! Anyw I can't wait to see this year's tshirt! Em's gonna give it out tmrw (: And hopefully Ariel will tag along then I won't be so bored.
Finally settled some stuff that's weighing on my mind/heart whatever. I feel super relieved for now. I know I will regret but its the best thing to do right now. I'm setting You free (:
& its been long since.. I've touched the blade
Shouldn't have done it anyway
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
Okay so today was the first time I went to school on my own on an official school day. And I reached at 7.15! Not bad right unlike someone late for both days since school reopened lalala. Happened to see Huai Ching at the platform super qiao then go schl together. Yeah and the "breakfast with Mr Leow" which I thought was gonna end up being another lecture session turned out to be really breakfast! Thanks man!
Until now school's still not too bad. I think we need to get used to new teachers coming in and out by now. Classmates are entertaining/funny as usual. Lessons ain't boring with them around. Yep and I don't fall asleep that much anymore and I'm starting to pick myself up. I was thinking today, what's the point of telling people or looking back thinking "I used to get full marks for this and that"? What matters most is the present and I think I really ought to buck up if I want to gain back that glory. Go go go li wenfeng find back your sec 3/4 study mood!
Hais alot of people cannot make it back for xubie :/ Rah I was telling Ah Teck and Olow that they were the people I used to see everyday but now the last time I saw them was Fiesta. Not blaming anyone or anything I know its inevitable that we'll have our own things to do. And then from what I heard huahui also changed alot. What happened man I miss the old huahui ):
Remember.
You make me feel out of my element PS: I'm missing Batam trip!
Like I'm walking on broken glass
School is startinggggg I don't want :[ Just another day for me to stay at home and laze around would be good enough.
Okay great my mom just came in and made a big fuss and went out again.
Yeah so Saturday was spent at ECP working for Tribob again. Was in the sun for the whole day now I'm red like a lobster. Now my debt to Emily's written off!
Presentation retest tmrw and waterworks retest on Wednesday. Yeah and I may have to miss Ariel's birthday celebration on Wednesday :/
Rah NUS invitationals this Saturday. Can't wait but also hell scared at the moment. Wonder if any new teams are up this year.
Alright that's about it. Can't wait to see huahui and the rest of them on Friday for the yellow badge's xubie! And finally get to eat my orange bowl again yayeeee :]
Well You drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying to let You know
That what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with You
There goes my Maths CT. I calculated what I'll get in the best probable situation and it was 32, upon 65. So I concluded its a confirm fail. I realised I let myself down too many times nowadays. C'mon get back your sec 4 study mood! You know you can do better.
Kay so I'm stuck at home with absolutely nothing to do. Why can't Maths CT be after the hols? :[ Rah nvm its over, no point brooding over it. Shall go watch my dan chao fan and forget about studies temporarily. Yup then gonna head down to ECP for more swaving! :D And sadly, return that aweeesome blue ribstick :[I'm freaking out about tmrwww ): Today don't need to eat dinner already can. [edit] Yay no more worries! Just got a damnnnnnnn good deal for tmrw! Details are as follows:
We have a swim clinic this Saturday 21st June 2008 from 0900-1130 and 1400-1630. It is an open water swim clinic held at the beach in front of East Coast Car park F2.
As agreed, each LG would be given $8 for transport claim and a total of $90 for 6 hours of work ($15 per hour).
So why should I hesitate? Now, don't be jealous (;
Wah I think I can just pitch a tent at ECP and wake up just in time for this event tmrw la. But nope gonna stayover at Laopo's hse tonight and maybe pay Laopa a visit. Yeah my wife and my dad stay UBER close to each other but in actual fact they are not related lol. [/edit]
Anyway WS tshirt design is out! Errr okay la in the end still had to make Huabin draw. Heh sorry lah! But with MY vetting it definitely won't turn out as bad as last year's :P
& will have faith, will cherish,
won't think too much
I think about the things I've gotta do
Damn my mind is gonna blow
I'm freakin out about what's ahead
Maybe I'll just stay in bed
RAH I NEED TO RANT. Anges Loy study study study! Stop being so super dilatory! Very irritating you know! Only 3 more days to Maths CT you don't have time anymore! Procrastinate somemore and I'll whack you!
Super freaking tired today. Fin training was qt hiong today but I'm glad I only stopped thrice during the __x__x_ today. The other sets I didn't even stop, great accomplishment k! And everyone kept commenting on my new goggles. Stylo Milo kay! Supposed to be down for training tmrw again but then CT more important for now ba.. Still, NUS invitationals in 12 days must train. But I'm glad I managed to break my timing for my PB, even though still slow. Go go li wenfeng!
Okay back to today. After lunch, a few of us spent close to 4 hours in a particular shop in Far East. The world is going insane. And I think I must have been out of my mind to agree to something like that. They just take advantage of the fact that Em has my IC number you know!
So many things to worry about. Why am I in such a state. I should just go bang the wall. NNP lah I don't even feel as if my holiday has started :/
Gonna study back at my alma mater tmrw before heading down to Ex's hse for bbq (tentatively). Anyone keen to join me? Orange bowl's not open though, according to what I heard. Oh ya and Xubie is on Friday 28/6? Must go back must go back k!
Alright gotta go do my daily workout in 3 mins time so that will be all.
Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you
Finally this week's coming to an end! Back from Banni study camp, F1 bbq and stayover at laopa's hse.
Only reached schl ard evening for the camp so basically I went there only for the movie marathon. Settled some things among friends and I'm glad they're back to normal, or even better I guess? (: Some embarrassing stuff happened to me again rah I shall not disclose it on the world wide web.
F1 bbq! Finally had a chance to gather and meet up to have fun. Met Jiaxin before that to put stuff at laopa's hse cos I had super alot of things to carry. Thanks x1234567890 girl! Yeah then brought the ribstick to pasir ris park! Ended up teaching quite a few of them how to swave :D Not bad not bad! Conclusion: Sailors are fast learners! And DP kept haolian-ing and in the process it was quite funny cos he was going downhill and he was screaming and asking us how to turn lol. Yeah anyhow, they're planning to come visit me on Saturday at ECP!
Yep and initially we wanted to study at laopa's hse but obviously our plan failed and we played cards, watched tv and slacked ard. Then we all knocked out quite easily. Then they had quite alot of trouble waking me, Weien and Siowyu up lol. I realised nowadays it takes quite abit to wake me up. Yup then for lunch we cooked spaghetti and as usual I was the main chef again! Watched the last three episodes of Wars of in laws 2, falling asleep during the last episode, then headed to tpy for training.
Anyway something's been bothering me for quite some time. And all I can tell myself is that friends come and go. There's nothing I can do and it seems like you don't even care, you don't even need me anymore anyway. I don't really have the time and energy to deal with this so I shall just let it be, time will tell. That will be the first, and the last time that I actually people who knew what happened on Thurs would know, no more.
Right, work at 7.30am Changi Beach. Better go sleep le.
6 AM, Radio playin'
Stumble out of bed,
Runnin' out the door
A brand new day
Relatively long post ahead.
Find me another word to replace 'busy' cos I really don't know how else to put it. Rah maybe I really zi zhao ma fan make myself so busy. Now I really don't know what to choose to do on certain days, what happened to my prioritising! && I desperately neeeeeeed to shop!
Yeah Batam! Okay basically I had alot of fun there and I think I managed to bond more with some people. Especially Ariel? Haha. Will definitely remember moments like the mass pillow fight that lasted for more than 10 mins in room 228 (if I remembered correctly) and Pradeep's classic line "This is your Bobo?!", along with his spastic face lol. And of course! Love Enid and Melissa ttm! Best roommates you can ever find. Our room was super clean, ESPECIALLY my bed :P Oh and Mel is my new shopping partner! We've got similar taste and shopping style. Way to go man! Hmm for more details of the trip please refer to Mr Chng Jialong's blog hahaha.
Yeah work's getting interesting! We're going to Orchard to promote Swaveboards! Gonna be there ard noon then we're heading to Bugis :D Be sure to keep a lookout for us! Hope I don't fall again and malu myself :P
Haven't been down for trainings ever since we came back from Batam. Emily don't kill me please! Intended to go for training today but couldn't wake up. NUS invitationals coming up on the 28th of June and the event list is out. Well my events are not that bad afterall. (Not as bad as in Nationals) Okay shall not disclose any further, politics sigh :/ Anyway I've been consistently keeping to the experiment Daph!
Banni study camp is in progress and on Thursday we're gonna stayover and have water games, movie marathon and whatnot. I SINCERELY HOPE THAT I DO NOT HAVE TO RAHRAH THE CROWD. So weird to have to rahrah people of your level. Anyway hope it'll be successful and hope I'll be productive and really study tmrw and on Thursday. Should I train on Thursday morning?
Alright, so Friday there's the F1 bbq at Pasir Ris park and stayover at Laopa's for 3D2N. Wanna spend more time with the 7 of them but I'm gonna be MIA here and there.. sian :/
Oh ya forgot to mention, LIC wants me to retake waterworks and re-present my topic again. But looking at my packed schedule I don't know if I should rejoice :/ And Darren and David just asked if I wanted to take NCAP with them and I think Laopa this October. But this time it'll be sponsored, unlike LIC. Idk Idk.
Feeling super worn out but I'm glad I have You to rant to, thanks alot, just by being there for me (:
Deciding between Prince Caspian and Kungfu Panda? I'd say, watch both!
Need to hit the bed soon or else I won't be able to wake up in time tmrw. Don't think I'll be updating anytime this week don't miss me hahahaha :P
At five minutes to midnight
We'll see our name in city lights
We'll make the clock stop
Make your heart drop and come alive
Batam tmrw! Can't wait can't wait! :D Emily put me in charge of Ariel yay! But I've yet to do up the presents for the girls and I've not completed my "homework" given by Emily, which is to reply a very very very long letter. It's been ages since I wrote a letter man.
Okay loads of things to do amidst the tight schedule I'm having. Study camp up next. Wonder how the response will be like. Many F1 warriors will be turning up hurray!
Ponned lecture today. Supposedly no one was sure if there was maths so I just assumed there wasn't haha. Shall make up for it by going down to ECP early to study lor, and complete whatever presents/homework I've got to submit tmrw rah.
Oh ya last night David suggested we go Orchard to promote/advertise on our Swaveboards! That would be damn fun la! Hope we really get to do that someday! :D
Always on my mind (: