Thursday, August 30, 2007
7:41 PM
Do you know what it feels like,
It didn't use to be this way.
It used to be give and take, now it's only give.
Maybe you feel the same way.
Maybe you've distanced me away from you so that I wouldn't feel hurt if you've left.
Or maybe it's just been wishful thinking on my part, all along.
Tell me then, how much am I worth.
Why, did you give me up?
060606, your existence, hurts.
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Prelims have started!
Initially it really didn't feel like the prelims, but the thought settled in my head after the first paper.
One more paper tomorrow, then it would be the start of a mugging holiday for me.
Oh and one thing to look forward to: Aragorn's one month celebration cum WS dinner (:
Cos that'll mean ALOT of fun and I'll get to see my best friend Ariel!
Good start to the holiday yeh (:
I feel like doing something crazy.
I told that to Sarah yesterday and she asked me what was the crazy thing I felt like doing, and I couldnt give her an answer!
And then I told her: "Just, something crazy!"
It's been long I've done something out of the world, until I don't even know what I want to do right now.
Oh and I almost forgot to mention open waters!
This year was super screwed up, I heard NYP just packed up and left.
They shouldnt have left, it was fun after that very long unintended lunch break which I successfully managed to do my homework in.
And I initially wanted to leave early, but I stayed to the end!
Luckily I did, some people will know why (;
Time's passing so quickly it really scares me.
Its 50 odd days to the big Os.
I'll need loads and loads of luck! plus hard work (:
Shades of truth is a cool show <3
Denial (:
If you're happy and you know it
And you really want to show it
If you're happy and you know it clap your hands (:
& "Hello I think you're cute."
Benjamin should've won but anyhow, I think he lost with pride (:
:D I'm a happy girl today!
So cute (:
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
But what have we been doing for all this time
My most productive weekend!
To Bishan library with Laopa and Sista cum Melts Partner!
Met many Faithians there too.
Okay, I want to say that it's not all that productive but comparatively it is cos I didn't have to train.
Did Amaths on Saturday, and Amaths and Physics today! Both are like, subjects that I like so I'm like happy (:
But then tmr I will suffer cos its like SS, and I really don't like ): Nvm I will make myself like it, and I will aim to do damn well!
Teck the Moose says I'm smiley today. Got meh! Keesiao ah (: (: (: (: (: <- Verbal Irony (:
Secret soundtrack is really nice!
Me and Newton decided to learn the piano piece that Jay and Guey Lun Mei played together, even though we like gave up piano initially. I still regret that lah!
My piano at home is rotting cos neither me nor my sister touches it anymore lol.
Teachers' Day is coming!
Have to get the stuff we want to give Mrs Lumda ready soon!
Our idea is so cute we'll make sure she'll put it on her table everyday and make other teachers jealous :D
AHHH I can't wait for campus finals!
Fan Pin Gen is SO cute!
Everybodyyyy Benjamin can sing so do please support him! :D
Hmm okay I'm rather random today.
But random's good, that's what I always say right (:
Alright good luck to WSapiens who are competing in beach! :D
And it's all in how you mix the two
And it starts just where the light exists
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it
And so? And so, you chose to forsake me.
Slap me and wake me up.
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Procrastinated the whole day but I guess it's worth it cos I felt much better.
I won't allow myself to do it again.
Jay and Guey Lun Mei are very compatible (:
I'm so gonna watch Secret in the theatres again.
Trust me, it's worth it!
If the Cedar paper isn't up, I'm not going to do it.
What crap, if it isn't up, how would I be even able to do it?
AH TECK the moose with a screw loose likes reading my blog posts (:
I should be sleeping early tonight, but I guess I won't.
I won't be able to sleep anyway.
Maybe it should be thank you and goodbye from here, but how would I ever bear to do that.
By the way your hands were shaking
Rather waste some time with you
Sometimes its hard to find someone you really trust. But when you find people that you trust, circumstances make you not want to tell them anything, and you wouldn't want to tell anyone else anything.
The world's becoming sucha sad place. We start out being sociable. We trust people almost instantly. We get hurt. We fall, but we stand up again. But when this becomes a cycle, we are afraid. Afraid of betrayal, afraid of being doubted of our trust. And we start to show a different side of ourselves. Everything is a facade, its all superficial. Yes, how sad.
Weien! Dont know if you'll get to see this but hey, i dont neglect you okay! Maybe, perhaps, saying that being too close to want to say anything is a bad excuse/reason but at least we know each other well and we'll be there for each other! haven't been talking to you in awhile but we both know that we'll support each other right!
Sha Da Jie! You you you you you. Haha I wouldn't regret anything and so you shall not either. I'm sure we'll be able to move on, afterall it's been quite awhile. Anything's fine with me so long the three of us are happy (:
PS: I say your name with sincerity okay!
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Okay life's really quite good right now.
I THINK I managed to conquer River Valley! Note: I emphasized on the word 'think'.
Logic gates are cool stuff. I'm a NAnges cos i have a snout?
So ridiculous but Physics is <3 with such weird stuff!
Yay I'm studying measurement of temperature and introductory electronics!
I SHALL DO WELL FOR TMR'S PHYSICS TEST!
Will reward myself with a sumptuous dinner later on, cos its my Dad's birthday!
Happy Bithday Daddyyyyy :D
(Though I really doubt you'd see this, there must be some problem if you really do)
By the way, wish me luck, I'm quite dead for this Sunday.