Wednesday, January 18, 2012
12:30 AM
You shoot me down, but I won't fallFriends who know me personally would know that I dream, ALOT. I think most people do actually, just that they don't remember them. For me, what I like to do is to record my dreams down immediately when I wake up, cos when I don't I have a tendency to forget it later in the day. But usually what seems so real and logical in the dream would seem silly and ridiculous when I recount it. So, in my dreams I've flown, ran away, did high element stuff, murdered, watch people get murdered and raped (Ikr so gruesome), been naked (don't judge please), haunted by a sec school arch enemy, interviewed my favourite idols, sang together with them.. Quite a variety right.. But I always dream about places that I've never been to before, one of which is a school compound, the other, a deserted shopping mall. So strange yet so familiar. I wonder what they mean. Need a dream interpreter lol! Currently putting work on hold cos of my driving lessons and test which is on the 16th of Feb. The thing about my instructor is, he's good, but he's too popular. He's packed everyday and it's impossible to make changes to lessons and if you get a slot you're considered lucky. So apparently all my lessons (about 10) are in the day and I can't change any of them :/ Which means if I start work, I'd have to take many days off and nobody would want that :/ Le sigh.Oh well.. CNY's coming so I hope I get some ang pow money to tide me over this month. And omg I don't mean to digress but it's raining! The weather has been a killer these past few days. Perspire even when doing nothing. -Quite unhappy recently.. Every training is so depressing even if I don't show it. None of them girls turn up and I haven't seen any of them since Christmas last year, some even longer. It seems like I'm doing this alone. How do I make this work on my own? I'm on the verge of giving up.
I guess different people have different priorities in life. The main reason I joined initially, was because it was something new. The reason I stayed, was friends. It was then, it will always be. I miss all the 五秒..., 排行榜 etc. I'd do 30 by 100 willingly if I had all your company. It's just disappointing.