It sure took me long to realise this, but I'll remember it forever. There's no end to pleasing anyone, so just do what makes you happy. It might sound cliche or I might have subconsciously ripped it off from Twitter or something, but its true. Sometimes, that's when you truly discover who your real friends really are. 

Feeling blessed that I have a handful of friends that are there for me unconditionally. Really wonder how many of these friendships will last. But right now, I'm really lucky that I have these people in my life. 

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Sometimes I can't help but feel sorry for myself, envy others about how fortunate they are, how they can own a car, drive everybody around and have a never-ending supply of money to spend. And I wished I was like that too. I want to travel, I want to see the world, I want to dress up, I want to have flawless skin, I want to have good food without any worries, I want to take up lessons of all kinds. I want to sing. I want to learn new skills apart from the useless things I learn from textbooks. I want to give my parents a good life. To be honest, I don't want this degree. What's the point of slogging so hard just to be caught up in this paper chase. It's a sad life. I don't want my future child to live and grow in this environment. 

But I will not back down. Our lives shall improve. I will fight. I will achieve. 

Watch me (: